Well HELLOO there
this entry has been a LONG time coming...so much has happened since i last wrote.well,the one big thing was that i went away to New Hampshire as a chaperone for my church's youth group.me,a chaperone?i couldnt beLIEVE it,but,it went oh so well..
i wouldnt even know where to BEGIN about the trip,so,i will refrain from talking about and move on to other random thoughts...
I have had so many random thoughts about my past,present,and my still undecided future.
one thought that came to mind was that this time last year,i had a boyfriend.thing is,i dont think i was any happier then i am now then i was then.which,is sad,in a way.but,not really.it just goes to show that i really dont need anyone to make me feel happier or sad.they CAN account for my some of my emotions,but,in the end,not entirely.
i have been told so many things about what other people could see me doing with my life.the ideas are endless and quite interesting.i've had one person say that i should work with seniors. another,as a youth care worker,or a social worker or a youth counseller.bottom line,work with teenagers somehow.another person,still tells me i would be a good massage therapist.i have had SOOO many different ideas swirling around in this head of mine.i would rather decide what i DO want to do with my life instead of just doing something for the pure heck of it,ya know!
i still do not have a job,but,i continue looking.i figure the whole summer job thing is out of the picture.haha.but,things could be worse.somehow,they could be!
I have had some songs in my head as of lately.MANY MANY songs actually,but a few that i have had in my head,i have certain lines that stick in my head and i find myself repeating over and over again.the lines could make all one song.it's funny.so,here are some of them that i enjoy quite immensely.
"There must be an angel with a smile on her face,When she thought up that I should be with you" -"You're Beautiful"by James Blunt
"Got myself worked up over nothing today.All this trash is in my head I gotta throw it away." - "Good Times" by Tommy Lee
"When the night feels my song." -(same name of song) by Bedouin Soundclash
(it's on a commercial of some sort)
"When you try your best but you don't succeed." -"Fix You"by Coldplay(sigh,i know,their new video for the song makes me shiver all over,in a good way)
"All i want is one more chance to be young and wild and free" - "Reunion" by Stars
"Well you need a blue sky holiday." - "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter
"Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out.I love no other way" -"Inside and Out" by Feist
"Bubble gum and house parties when you stole your parents rum" - "High School" by Jeremy Fisher(this song,in general,is a true blue tale of high school and all the hi-jinx we all went through,a definite reccommendation to d/l)
"Hey little girl with the pressures of the world on your shoulders.
Don't say that it's over." - "Irene" by Toby Mac
"Find what you've lost what lose what you've found." - Toby Mac(i forget the song title)
Anyhoo,that's my mindless stupidness for the day!
Cheers everyone
i wouldnt even know where to BEGIN about the trip,so,i will refrain from talking about and move on to other random thoughts...
I have had so many random thoughts about my past,present,and my still undecided future.
one thought that came to mind was that this time last year,i had a boyfriend.thing is,i dont think i was any happier then i am now then i was then.which,is sad,in a way.but,not really.it just goes to show that i really dont need anyone to make me feel happier or sad.they CAN account for my some of my emotions,but,in the end,not entirely.
i have been told so many things about what other people could see me doing with my life.the ideas are endless and quite interesting.i've had one person say that i should work with seniors. another,as a youth care worker,or a social worker or a youth counseller.bottom line,work with teenagers somehow.another person,still tells me i would be a good massage therapist.i have had SOOO many different ideas swirling around in this head of mine.i would rather decide what i DO want to do with my life instead of just doing something for the pure heck of it,ya know!
i still do not have a job,but,i continue looking.i figure the whole summer job thing is out of the picture.haha.but,things could be worse.somehow,they could be!
I have had some songs in my head as of lately.MANY MANY songs actually,but a few that i have had in my head,i have certain lines that stick in my head and i find myself repeating over and over again.the lines could make all one song.it's funny.so,here are some of them that i enjoy quite immensely.
"There must be an angel with a smile on her face,When she thought up that I should be with you" -"You're Beautiful"by James Blunt
"Got myself worked up over nothing today.All this trash is in my head I gotta throw it away." - "Good Times" by Tommy Lee
"When the night feels my song." -(same name of song) by Bedouin Soundclash
(it's on a commercial of some sort)
"When you try your best but you don't succeed." -"Fix You"by Coldplay(sigh,i know,their new video for the song makes me shiver all over,in a good way)
"All i want is one more chance to be young and wild and free" - "Reunion" by Stars
"Well you need a blue sky holiday." - "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter
"Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out.I love no other way" -"Inside and Out" by Feist
"Bubble gum and house parties when you stole your parents rum" - "High School" by Jeremy Fisher(this song,in general,is a true blue tale of high school and all the hi-jinx we all went through,a definite reccommendation to d/l)
"Hey little girl with the pressures of the world on your shoulders.
Don't say that it's over." - "Irene" by Toby Mac
"Find what you've lost what lose what you've found." - Toby Mac(i forget the song title)
Anyhoo,that's my mindless stupidness for the day!
Cheers everyone