please don't forget me.
last day of school. worst last day ive seriously ever had. plus it didnt really feel like the last day. but hey. the worst fuckin year of my life is now OVER! yea well if you havent noticed, alots been goin on. and alots goin thru my head right now. last night, i cried myself to sleep. i still can't get over it. i mean yea some of it was from some other stuff goin on too. but wow. i talked to geoff last night. i started balling. i need to see him now, but im sure ill see him soon, hopefully. actually noo. i WILL see him soon. when the times right anyways. im glad mike & kenny & i think scott are goin down there to see him and stuff. i wish i could be goin, but im sick, and i dont think that'd work out just yet. but yea soo i got up today for the last day of school, which is wonderful i kno. the day sucked tho. had my hardest finals. and juss couldnt stop thinkin of what was goin on. i think im takin this harder than i thought, but i love geoff with all my heart. he's amazing. and so is his family. wow. i gotta stop with this tho. anyways after school, mike drove us home. i love him too. aww, he said he missed the days when i liked geoff. hes like go out with geoff. haha i love mike, and ive missed him. id hafta say i miss those days too. but thats nothin to worry bout now. yea soo then today i went to burger king, kindah talked to my mom bout some things. now im here, probably gunnah go watch a movie, i juss needta relax er sumthin, eh. not gunnah do anything tonight, not up for it. tomorrows griffin palooza. :( im gunnah try & go if im feelin better, for a little. for adam, kuz i love him. hah its juss gunnah be hard. we'll see. anyways im gunnah go. this day sucks. plus it's all extra fuckin gloomy. :( hmm i think i needta talk to dennis the mennis? too. whatev tho. ♥
you didn't deserve this. none of you did. <33
i must admit, this year blew ass to the extreme. [hah kool saying i kno]
it seriously did tho.
high school fuckin sucks.
but i am kindah happy with who i am, & who im friends with.
but then again, i still have a lot of work to do. with myself
and what not.
this year was full of memories tho. good & bad
ill never forget..
basketball season. cant say i enjoyed it but oo well
softball season. i did enjoy that.
bein with 4 guys. but only goin out with 1 the whole year [tony, geoff, kenny, dennis]
the fun parties.
goin to my favorite people in the world's shows. [deadset] yes im their band groupyy, duh? ya heardddd that
always bein with my awesome friends. "the guys" [ mike, kenny, geoff, dennis, kevin, sean, jon, nick, dave, andy and whatever. ]
er fallin in love with them. yea needta get outta that group maybe?
drivin all over hell once they all got their license.
the good ole' days of me, mizz, mike & geoff, we didnt really hang out. but we were juss kool
the weekends livin at kenny's. kindah, ha.
becomin like sisters with my julie. =)
us always talkin bout "them"
oo & can't forget runnin outta kenny's house & walkin home. lmao oo mann. that was a classic right there.
acting class with geoff. we were the shit in that class ;]
math class with julie & ash. oo goshh lol
guzzio's class. with jon & nick. hah our talks bout like everythingggg. and then random brian comin to class when he felt like it
geoff movin. =[ and me cryin like every night bout it
bein close with my girls. julie, heather, ash, mizz, & laur. lost touch every now n' then. but i love them
dennis fuckin up his car. and kenny, mike, sean, and tony pushin it to CVS. hah
all the crazy times with everyone.
those are the things that made me happy. but basically the year was pretty rough. and fuckin sucked
lost a lot of friends. a lot went on. people changin. me changin. me changin my friends. doin new things, and yea but its OVER. and sophmore year will hopefully be at least a little better.
you didn't deserve this. none of you did. <33
i must admit, this year blew ass to the extreme. [hah kool saying i kno]
it seriously did tho.
high school fuckin sucks.
but i am kindah happy with who i am, & who im friends with.
but then again, i still have a lot of work to do. with myself
and what not.
this year was full of memories tho. good & bad
ill never forget..
basketball season. cant say i enjoyed it but oo well
softball season. i did enjoy that.
bein with 4 guys. but only goin out with 1 the whole year [tony, geoff, kenny, dennis]
the fun parties.
goin to my favorite people in the world's shows. [deadset] yes im their band groupyy, duh? ya heardddd that
always bein with my awesome friends. "the guys" [ mike, kenny, geoff, dennis, kevin, sean, jon, nick, dave, andy and whatever. ]
er fallin in love with them. yea needta get outta that group maybe?
drivin all over hell once they all got their license.
the good ole' days of me, mizz, mike & geoff, we didnt really hang out. but we were juss kool
the weekends livin at kenny's. kindah, ha.
becomin like sisters with my julie. =)
us always talkin bout "them"
oo & can't forget runnin outta kenny's house & walkin home. lmao oo mann. that was a classic right there.
acting class with geoff. we were the shit in that class ;]
math class with julie & ash. oo goshh lol
guzzio's class. with jon & nick. hah our talks bout like everythingggg. and then random brian comin to class when he felt like it
geoff movin. =[ and me cryin like every night bout it
bein close with my girls. julie, heather, ash, mizz, & laur. lost touch every now n' then. but i love them
dennis fuckin up his car. and kenny, mike, sean, and tony pushin it to CVS. hah
all the crazy times with everyone.
those are the things that made me happy. but basically the year was pretty rough. and fuckin sucked
lost a lot of friends. a lot went on. people changin. me changin. me changin my friends. doin new things, and yea but its OVER. and sophmore year will hopefully be at least a little better.