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I'm always so busy watching everyone else making sure there safe and happy but who watches over me?
quis custodiet ipsos custodes
Will anyone?
can i ever let my guard down?
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Today
Life guarding at the county is 85% better then life guarding for the Town. Today I tried to teach my swimming lessons in the "training" pool {a pool slightly deeper then the baby pool but shallower then the main pool}. I was told that I wasn't aloud to teach there and not given much of a reason. Later on in the day when I spoke with a supervisor about the situation (the situation is that the main pool is too deep for levels 2 and below and they are forcing us to teach there) the reason I was given that we have to teach in the main pool is because the indoor pool does not have a pool shallower then 3ft 6in. this infuriated me. I don’t know why I shouldn't really care but I did. I was at the point of calling the American Red Cross and reporting the Nassau count parks department for teaching Red Cross lessons and handing out Red Cross certificates to kids who weren't taught by an American Red Cross water safety Inst. I just feel uncomfortable about the whole thing because I do want to cause problems but I want to feel that I am able to share my ideas and tanning with the other with out having to feel outcaste. Which doesn’t matter because i'm pretty much outcaste.
I came home stressed and upset. I took a drive to Pete's to pick up paper and clear my head it didn’t help. I just want some one to notice that I'm doing the right thing. I feel that they don’t take me seriously.
quis custodiet ipsos custodes
Will anyone?
can i ever let my guard down?
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Today
Life guarding at the county is 85% better then life guarding for the Town. Today I tried to teach my swimming lessons in the "training" pool {a pool slightly deeper then the baby pool but shallower then the main pool}. I was told that I wasn't aloud to teach there and not given much of a reason. Later on in the day when I spoke with a supervisor about the situation (the situation is that the main pool is too deep for levels 2 and below and they are forcing us to teach there) the reason I was given that we have to teach in the main pool is because the indoor pool does not have a pool shallower then 3ft 6in. this infuriated me. I don’t know why I shouldn't really care but I did. I was at the point of calling the American Red Cross and reporting the Nassau count parks department for teaching Red Cross lessons and handing out Red Cross certificates to kids who weren't taught by an American Red Cross water safety Inst. I just feel uncomfortable about the whole thing because I do want to cause problems but I want to feel that I am able to share my ideas and tanning with the other with out having to feel outcaste. Which doesn’t matter because i'm pretty much outcaste.
I came home stressed and upset. I took a drive to Pete's to pick up paper and clear my head it didn’t help. I just want some one to notice that I'm doing the right thing. I feel that they don’t take me seriously.