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okay well this is going to be one of those entries that some of you won't even care about because its about cheerleading..so you may not even want to bother reading it..but i have to let it out
i've been thinking about quitting ICE for a while now, and yesterday me and my mom went in and talked to my coach and i felt really bad and my mom did all the talking and when i tried talking my eyes got all watery and i didn't wanna cry in front of brad...but the second i walked into that gym i started to cry...he tried to convince me out of it and told me how important i am to the team and how hard its going to be to replace me, and he got me ready to come back, but my mom didn't think i should..and i think its for the best because my heart isn't in it the way it used to be, as gay as that may sound. i dont have as much fun with it as i used to and i think its better to pull out now rather than later...and so i went in today and told him that i wasn't gonna be on the team anymore, i feel so bad about it but i think its better for me so i can handle school and keeping my grades up.
hopefully i'll come to some competitions and support you guys because i love you all and want to see you stay undefeated
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i've been thinking about quitting ICE for a while now, and yesterday me and my mom went in and talked to my coach and i felt really bad and my mom did all the talking and when i tried talking my eyes got all watery and i didn't wanna cry in front of brad...but the second i walked into that gym i started to cry...he tried to convince me out of it and told me how important i am to the team and how hard its going to be to replace me, and he got me ready to come back, but my mom didn't think i should..and i think its for the best because my heart isn't in it the way it used to be, as gay as that may sound. i dont have as much fun with it as i used to and i think its better to pull out now rather than later...and so i went in today and told him that i wasn't gonna be on the team anymore, i feel so bad about it but i think its better for me so i can handle school and keeping my grades up.
hopefully i'll come to some competitions and support you guys because i love you all and want to see you stay undefeated
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