Am I really this needy?
Blah.Blah.Blah.
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I dont even know why I have this. I have a whole...oh three friends? lame. Not that I mind. Its a place where I can write without actually writing.
neat.
today i was thinking. About some things i need. well not need.
want.
who doesn't want more out of their dull, boring, superficial over-analyzed life though?
.001-I need a better job. 50-80 dollars every two weeks with a maxed out credit card and hefty loan bill just isn't cutting it.
.002-Ive come to decide that I need to be needed. There I said it folks. I prey on the kids who need a friend. an ear. a hand. someone once told me "andrea...youre just too nice. Stop thinking you can save everybody. some people are just fucked up."
ha.
ya..well thats my fuck up. I practically crave it.
.003-I need more food in my fridge. Im a skinny kid with the appetite of a 700 pound grown man. and i ate everything. ew
.004-I need to occupy my time with more things than writing and the computer. not that i dont go out...but when your pen leaves a lump where it rests on your middle finger and when the computer chairs bars have left permanent imprints on your back..its time to let go a little.
.005-I need to get unsick. now.
.006-I need to meet someone who challenges me. Someone who will make me re-think and reconsider all that I beleive in and value. Im tired of beleiving some of the things i do simply for the sake of beleiving them. show me show me.
.007-I need to go on a date. a real date. IVE NEVER BEEN ON A REAL DATE!!! like seriously. wut kind of nineteen year old hasnt been on a real date!??!
which leads to..
.008-I need to find interest in a member of the opposite sex. theres plenty of pretty faces out there. but none of them genuinly interest me. Maybe its because im not willing to settle for less again.
NEVER
NEVER
NEVER
no no. i wont. gaaah i dont know someone find me please. we can have nice rendezvous.
..im an idiot.
the end.
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I dont even know why I have this. I have a whole...oh three friends? lame. Not that I mind. Its a place where I can write without actually writing.
neat.
today i was thinking. About some things i need. well not need.
want.
who doesn't want more out of their dull, boring, superficial over-analyzed life though?
.001-I need a better job. 50-80 dollars every two weeks with a maxed out credit card and hefty loan bill just isn't cutting it.
.002-Ive come to decide that I need to be needed. There I said it folks. I prey on the kids who need a friend. an ear. a hand. someone once told me "andrea...youre just too nice. Stop thinking you can save everybody. some people are just fucked up."
ha.
ya..well thats my fuck up. I practically crave it.
.003-I need more food in my fridge. Im a skinny kid with the appetite of a 700 pound grown man. and i ate everything. ew
.004-I need to occupy my time with more things than writing and the computer. not that i dont go out...but when your pen leaves a lump where it rests on your middle finger and when the computer chairs bars have left permanent imprints on your back..its time to let go a little.
.005-I need to get unsick. now.
.006-I need to meet someone who challenges me. Someone who will make me re-think and reconsider all that I beleive in and value. Im tired of beleiving some of the things i do simply for the sake of beleiving them. show me show me.
.007-I need to go on a date. a real date. IVE NEVER BEEN ON A REAL DATE!!! like seriously. wut kind of nineteen year old hasnt been on a real date!??!
which leads to..
.008-I need to find interest in a member of the opposite sex. theres plenty of pretty faces out there. but none of them genuinly interest me. Maybe its because im not willing to settle for less again.
NEVER
NEVER
NEVER
no no. i wont. gaaah i dont know someone find me please. we can have nice rendezvous.
..im an idiot.
the end.