Asta La Pasta
Well she's gone. Her corner is empty, her room is empty, the back seat is empty, my heart is empty. This was a pretty rough weekend for me. My emotions were all over the board. From anger to sadness to love to acceptance. Hailey will always be in my heart no matter where we are and where we go in life. I shared a very special 7 months with her that I will never forget nor regret. I know that she needed her mommy and daddy and I pray that they get it together and give her the home she deserves and desires. I felt like chopped liver when we were all together yesterday and it was hurting me inside. It was a good thing that Hailey wasn't clinging to me because that would have made it harder but nonetheless it still hurt. Going from number one to way down the list is not an easy thing to deal with but I'll heal and move on. I thought a lot about adoption last night but I don't think I want to do that. Cam and I need to discuss somethings but I'm pretty convinced. I might change my mind in a week or so but right now that is where I'm at. Anyway, I'm glad Hailey is happy and that is what is most important to me right now. I hope we see you soon little Cuna Mattata!! I love you!!