Read at ur own risk...im more than pissed...
I am going to start off by saying that I have truely enjoyed the past four months of my life. I have done more things in the past four months then I think I have done ever. About 3 weeks ago tho, things took a different turn...I met a different group of people...that turned out to be an awesome group of people from what I got to know. I opened my own house to a couple of these people, which I had absolutely no problem with. They had a place to eat, drink, laugh, and crash for a week. I don't mind at all to bend over backwards for people. I am a kind and caring person, and for those that will speak honestly of me...they will tell u. I woke up every morning to take one of these people to work, and then left to go pick him back up everyday. I was an open ear for him when he got drunk and wanted to just talk. I was nothing but a good friend. Even after I was accused f being a money hungry-single mother by him or whomever was saying that to him. The funny thing is...when did u shell out money for me?...Oh yeah 10 dollars in gas one day and ONE fucking dollar the next. That's about it babe!...U bought beer...and yeah I had some...but I bought beer and u guys had alot. Like I said...I don't mind doing things for people, but when shit takes a twist like I am about to get into...I get furious!...Oh yes, and I do think u should remember when my BEST FUCKING FRIEND came up here...mmhmm, haven't seen him in years...he comes to hang out before he leaves the northeast to go back home to Dallas. I'm thinking...hell yeah...I get to spend sometime with a good friend...just he and I talking about the past and such. Well guess who came home with me?...Which I don't mind...I mean, come and hang out with me...but think about all I did for u in that weekend...
Anyways, about this turn of events that encouraged me to write this little rant. This person that I had befriended...trusted...been nothing but nice to...turns on me!...And get this...for a girl! How are u gonna tell people that I am jealous of u?...Huh?...Come on now...Jealous? And better yet...controlling? I don't know who in the fuck u think I am, but I know u know who I am...and jealous and controlling over u does not describe me at all. And for others that were told that I am so jealous and controlling or whatnot...go check out my xanga...yeah..things in there about how I am glad that u do what u do...as long as it makes u happy!...Yeah, I am so controlling over u!...I would really actually like u guys to check out my xanga site. My name on there is onlyurgrly72...look at how I write about him, how fuckin' jealous I am. There are three things u don't do...Lie to me, speak falsely of me, or say anything harsh about my family or friends. Those are the thre things that push me to the edge. And check it out...u've done at least two of those things. I wish I could understand why...but calling and explaining urself would be too hard. I would also like to take this time to appologize to the ones out there that tried to tell me things that I should have known...I am sorry for not listening...I am sorry for taking the defense.
And to u...I am not trying to make u feel bad about urself...u should feel bad about the way u are acting. It's extremely immature and disrespectful. I know now that telling the truth is something I guess that ur "Just not good at"...but some people need the truth...expect the truth...RESPECT the truth. Lies are petty. they are for scared people. What was one of the things u said u liked about me?...The fact that when someone pisses me off, I don't hold back. Lol, never thought u'd be the one in the spotlight. Anyways...I think I'm gonna just go ahead and stop. I just wanted everyone to know that I am NOT a bad person in the slightest. I don't have a jealousy issue nor do I control a soul. But look what happens when u just sit back, relax, and try to make others happy...U get shit on.
To the people that don't like this because I am going off on someone apparently so loved in this small ass excuse for a city or town...whatever it is...I appologize to u for not liking it. But I do not appologize for me writing it. It's my blog...I say what I want, when I want, and about whomever I want. And for those of u that need a character reference...U will get them...from people that have known me WAY longer than that person has...or ever will for that matter. And like I said before...I met some awesome people thru this person...and I wish not to loose them as friends...potential friends...whatever...but I will not allow my name to be slandered out there by a person that obviously has no clue about reality and thinks the world revolves around him...
Anyways, about this turn of events that encouraged me to write this little rant. This person that I had befriended...trusted...been nothing but nice to...turns on me!...And get this...for a girl! How are u gonna tell people that I am jealous of u?...Huh?...Come on now...Jealous? And better yet...controlling? I don't know who in the fuck u think I am, but I know u know who I am...and jealous and controlling over u does not describe me at all. And for others that were told that I am so jealous and controlling or whatnot...go check out my xanga...yeah..things in there about how I am glad that u do what u do...as long as it makes u happy!...Yeah, I am so controlling over u!...I would really actually like u guys to check out my xanga site. My name on there is onlyurgrly72...look at how I write about him, how fuckin' jealous I am. There are three things u don't do...Lie to me, speak falsely of me, or say anything harsh about my family or friends. Those are the thre things that push me to the edge. And check it out...u've done at least two of those things. I wish I could understand why...but calling and explaining urself would be too hard. I would also like to take this time to appologize to the ones out there that tried to tell me things that I should have known...I am sorry for not listening...I am sorry for taking the defense.
And to u...I am not trying to make u feel bad about urself...u should feel bad about the way u are acting. It's extremely immature and disrespectful. I know now that telling the truth is something I guess that ur "Just not good at"...but some people need the truth...expect the truth...RESPECT the truth. Lies are petty. they are for scared people. What was one of the things u said u liked about me?...The fact that when someone pisses me off, I don't hold back. Lol, never thought u'd be the one in the spotlight. Anyways...I think I'm gonna just go ahead and stop. I just wanted everyone to know that I am NOT a bad person in the slightest. I don't have a jealousy issue nor do I control a soul. But look what happens when u just sit back, relax, and try to make others happy...U get shit on.
To the people that don't like this because I am going off on someone apparently so loved in this small ass excuse for a city or town...whatever it is...I appologize to u for not liking it. But I do not appologize for me writing it. It's my blog...I say what I want, when I want, and about whomever I want. And for those of u that need a character reference...U will get them...from people that have known me WAY longer than that person has...or ever will for that matter. And like I said before...I met some awesome people thru this person...and I wish not to loose them as friends...potential friends...whatever...but I will not allow my name to be slandered out there by a person that obviously has no clue about reality and thinks the world revolves around him...