Eh...
I got to know a guy tonight @ school...His name is Nick. Nick and I discussed what all is going on with a certain "situation" that I am in, and he came to some very different conclusions than I, myself came up with. Which kind of stumps me...
He actually helped me alot. But he also brought me to the realization that u absolutely CANNOT have ur cake and eat it too. So, I am thinking there is a lil' soul searching and deep discussions to be had here in the near future with certain people.
I don't know tho...I wish someone that truely knew me could help me...without predjudice...just kind of give me their insight on how they see the situation, knowing me and how I am. I wish someone would be there for me as much as I am them...I am ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS there for people...and it sucks knowing that I am such a good friend, but can't seem to find a good friend no matter how hard I look. I do SOOOOO much for ppl and can't seem to find many that want to be like "Hey Amber if u ever need me, I am truely always here!" I mean like, Don ALWAYS listens to me and all my petty little fears and worries and stuff, but, I don't know...It'd just be nice to know that for once someone actually had MY back...
He actually helped me alot. But he also brought me to the realization that u absolutely CANNOT have ur cake and eat it too. So, I am thinking there is a lil' soul searching and deep discussions to be had here in the near future with certain people.
I don't know tho...I wish someone that truely knew me could help me...without predjudice...just kind of give me their insight on how they see the situation, knowing me and how I am. I wish someone would be there for me as much as I am them...I am ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS there for people...and it sucks knowing that I am such a good friend, but can't seem to find a good friend no matter how hard I look. I do SOOOOO much for ppl and can't seem to find many that want to be like "Hey Amber if u ever need me, I am truely always here!" I mean like, Don ALWAYS listens to me and all my petty little fears and worries and stuff, but, I don't know...It'd just be nice to know that for once someone actually had MY back...