Jan 30, 2005 01:30
i've been doing job crap all night. i mean looking for one.
can't wait to meet with my sponsor tomorrow.
and then get a therapist to help me through all of this shit.
had a great talk with dustin on wednesday, which was great. it wasn't one of those lets try to be good friends conversations. it was a "i'm sorry for the past. lets respect one another as people and honor our relationship by keeping it in the past" seriously, all of that drama is in the past. no-more-drama. i think its cruel to continue going on and off again and never being satisfied with an individual.
and there is more cleaning up to do, a phone call today that i was half expecting. but i'll write about that at another time.
oh yeah, remind me why i'm in baltimore? how about a hopkins student being murdered. it is getting worse and worse every day in this city