Apr 15, 2006 21:55
what the hell am i doing with my life?
ive been analyzing my life lately, and i cant figure out what im doing
i mean, i know what im doing, but where is that going to take me?
i sit around most of the day, playing games online, reading my friends page, looking around facebook and myspace, and then at like 10 at night i start doing work, which takes me until like 2 ish to get done
and i try to change, but its hard. i guess i am addicted to it, can i go to internet rehab? shit son...
that brings me to the rest of my life, my future
for those of you who are actually reading and dont know, i applied this past summer to the nursing school at u of m, and i will only know if i got in at the end of the month or beginning of next month...
so, if i get in, thats great, awesome, fantabulous!!!
but if i dont, then im screwed, period.
well, kinda, cuz i dont know what id do otherwise.
everyone that i meet knows what theyre doing and talk a lot about their passions
be it music, languages, lifting weights, whatever
but me? what is my passion? what am i passionate about??
i dunno
kids? animals? friends? family? none of the above?
i have no clue
thats what my plan for the summer is, figure out my life and what i want from it, life is too short to waste playing games online for like 3 hours, half hour is ok, but more than that is too much...
anyways
im gonna go study for finals and do some other crap...
yeah
future?