call me a safe bet i'm betting i'm not
i don't know what to do i'm so lost and confused about everything in this big scary world. i thought i was fine, that things were better but i was sadly mistaken.
this morning when i was dozing on and off i had this terrible feeling. there was not one thing that was less than sweet, yet i couldn't help but feel that overwhelming sensation that i wasn't worthy.
he treats me differently so i'm going to treat him differently. as hard as it is i won't push him away. i tried to tell him i'm sorry but he kisses it off telling me i can push anyway but he'll still be there.
this morning when i was dozing on and off i had this terrible feeling. there was not one thing that was less than sweet, yet i couldn't help but feel that overwhelming sensation that i wasn't worthy.
he treats me differently so i'm going to treat him differently. as hard as it is i won't push him away. i tried to tell him i'm sorry but he kisses it off telling me i can push anyway but he'll still be there.