LIFE SUX FOR NOW!!!
Ahhh... just when things seem to be going the best the worst allways seems to trample over it and makes things very very crappy. I have had the best weekend in... well I dont remember havin a better time than I have had this one, kinda like an early birthday present, Kym is the best! If I put all the girls I was with before Kym together they would not match up, compare, or even come a little bit close to where she is in my heart! I knew her all last year but never went after her because I had a little misunderstanding of what she really thought of me... Awsome Awsome Awsome stuff, if I do say so myself.... But dammit you know that freakin things get all screwed up superass bad... I get a call from my dad today talkin about stuff then like out of no where he asks me about my trombone. Then asked to talk to my Mother about it she was all yayaya we'll give it back when we can... Then I was all hey mom mabey ill just quit band and get a job, or ill drop some of my #'s classes and ill be able to get money for a license and to pay for insurance and a new trombone and stuff, And she gave me to worst look ever, if yall have seen my mom all pissed I think you would know what im talkin about, then im talkin to dad and my step-dad comes up and is all come eat and I told him I was talkin to my dad then he was all ok well I need to talk to you when your done. I now have to figure a way out to get a new trombone, need to get a drivers licence because I feel like a jack ass having to get rides all most EVERY SINGLE EVENT it seems like for school cept in the morrnin thats the only time ussually, need to get a job for those things, classes are getting to me, dont have time to do all of the thnings I need to for school such as remembering everything its a tad hard to retain shit when everythings stressing me out and I have a butt load of work to do. School I hate school hate most of the people there and id rather be home or working then dooing school, thats why im thinkin about gettin out early cause if I can to that, I can get a year to get all my crap together. Im so STRUNG OUT!!! Over and over things will be this way I suppose Cant let things get to me so much, so much of the time. Im just a very confused little man right now... hehe. So other then school being a bummer, the fam being stupid about a freakin trombone, and Stress im doin pretty good allthings conciderd ehe. I gots my Kym and thats all I need to feel better about all of this crap goin on today!} So ill probly not enter another journal for a while cause umm I dunno I dont like this LJ thing very much but I suppose it helps if some one acctually reads it and gives a lil imput...