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I don't even know what to write. I'm so frustrated, I want to just delete this journal.
I feel very judged lately. People who know only half-stories are passing judgement without in my opinion even trying to understand my side of things.
I didnt decide to stop going to church because i wanted to reject god> my keyboard is all messed up< so my typing is too> i stoppped going to church because church was making me umhappy and i was being dishonest with myself and trying to be someone i"m not>
i"m just trying to be me< without all the pretending> no more pretending for me> i refuse to be someone i"m not< just to make my friends happy> and if you"re really my friend you"ll just accept that i am who i am>
whatever> i"ll decide after work whether i want to delete this thing>
I feel very judged lately. People who know only half-stories are passing judgement without in my opinion even trying to understand my side of things.
I didnt decide to stop going to church because i wanted to reject god> my keyboard is all messed up< so my typing is too> i stoppped going to church because church was making me umhappy and i was being dishonest with myself and trying to be someone i"m not>
i"m just trying to be me< without all the pretending> no more pretending for me> i refuse to be someone i"m not< just to make my friends happy> and if you"re really my friend you"ll just accept that i am who i am>
whatever> i"ll decide after work whether i want to delete this thing>