Dec 06, 2004 13:58
I hope none of my friends are offended by what I'm about to say. It's just a feeling a get once in a while. It doesn't hold any real merit.
With that said, have you ever wanted to completely leave your friends and never talk to them again? They haven't done anything specific to you or said anything to make you feel that way, the feeling just kinda pops up once in a while. I feel SO bad when I think like that but sometimes I just can't help it. I don't feel like answering my phone, and I don't feel like going out. I just want to stay in my room and not talk to anyone forever. The feeling usually only lasts for about a day and then I'm totally fine and I want to go out and be with them again.
Then there are most times when I feel like my friends are the only thing keeping me from going insane. And during those times, I am SO unbelievably grateful for them.
I do love and appreciate you guys. It's just hard for me to show it sometimes. I'm sorry for that.