dont say we're healing when its just not what we do

[onlymayhem]

i dont feel beautiful anymore.

and in her hands she held two matches..
and in the end it didnt matter which
flame reached higher to tickle her nose
which smelt more of sulfer
which burned brighter and faster
in the end they left and turned to ash.
in the end they left her fingertips
burned.

i bet the roomies think i am a big cry baby

i dontknow what to say or do anymore.
i dont know anything anymore.
you tell me then.