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i died. i've left you all and i am sorry. i miss you. miss me. miss me.
italy made my soul cry. things were so beautiful they hurt, roshan was so beautiful it hurt. everything is stored in a journal some film and my mind and i would unlock it all for you if i knew how to make you feel what i felt on the mountains and in the allies.
im sorry i left you all. i didnt know myself and i couldnt be true to what i needed to be to be true to all of you. this is for the people who are actually in my heart the people who i actually love. i am confused i was confused. just know that nothing has changed from me to you but i change everyday. i feel like everything goes so fast and i feel like it barely touches my fingertips before it slips away.
how could everyone be so grand so loving for something so changing and stubborn. i dont understand anything. i am a fetus. everyday something changes.
lorina lorina ill mother you this summer. and tinar we will make this the summer it was supposed to be so long ago when we had a scrapbook and a plan. oh everything everyone i have seen so much and missed so much. im back on the 14th. i will work alot i will go out with the work kids alot but i will also have time and time and time for everything and everyone its jus a matter of when who and asking.
i know this was random. im sorry. i just cant think one way right now.
italy made my soul cry. things were so beautiful they hurt, roshan was so beautiful it hurt. everything is stored in a journal some film and my mind and i would unlock it all for you if i knew how to make you feel what i felt on the mountains and in the allies.
im sorry i left you all. i didnt know myself and i couldnt be true to what i needed to be to be true to all of you. this is for the people who are actually in my heart the people who i actually love. i am confused i was confused. just know that nothing has changed from me to you but i change everyday. i feel like everything goes so fast and i feel like it barely touches my fingertips before it slips away.
how could everyone be so grand so loving for something so changing and stubborn. i dont understand anything. i am a fetus. everyday something changes.
lorina lorina ill mother you this summer. and tinar we will make this the summer it was supposed to be so long ago when we had a scrapbook and a plan. oh everything everyone i have seen so much and missed so much. im back on the 14th. i will work alot i will go out with the work kids alot but i will also have time and time and time for everything and everyone its jus a matter of when who and asking.
i know this was random. im sorry. i just cant think one way right now.