Nov 19, 2003 23:10
havent updated in a while
i have been real busy being a hostess at outback or marie will understand it this way - i have been real busy being everyone in the food industry's bitch. lol. Oh well work is ok and i am getting to really like the group of guys i work with they make me feel like i belong in a picking on me brotherly type of way i guess. i have been working on my journal whenever i get the chance and i need to start getting all my college stuff together. eek i am stressed.
for the past two nights i have had dreams about tina like dreams that she was in trouble or dreams that i had to help her and she needed me. its strange how i cant ever let her go its weird cause we havent even spoken since a week after my birthday.
i have been real confused lately on how i feel and what i want. i want my first summer. not just in one way but in alot of ways.
jasmine came to see me at work today and got to see the akward jon.
today mi hija's hair looked cool
tomorrow i want to shop with marie
tonight i want to sleep