Self isolation
I thought I was over recording my life on the internet. But current events need to be recorded and it may help to write things down.
I'm definitely depressed over self isolation. I lost my best friend less than 18 months ago and I've tried really hard to make new connections. Just as things were starting to feel hopeful with a few people, I can't see them any more. I know that's a first world problem considering what others are going through - but I think I'm just affected by too many losses at the moment.
Also, my brother and sisters are in all in the high risk category and the thought of not seeing them for months, or losing them - it's very hard.
I'm sure I'll get used to this new reality. But right now it's hard.
I'll post more regularly and more positively.