Jul 13, 2008 09:38
To Mexico on a missions trip. Well, I'm not gone yet, because if I were, I wouldn't be posting right now (except Pastor Owen might be taking a laptop because we might be blogging, and if so... I don't think I'll have access to it anyway.)
Sorry, I have no time to personally reply comments right now (stupid packing is freaking evil), but I promise to reply all comments when I get back, which is on the 23rd. ^^
Meanwhile... everything I write just keeps getting worse and worse, and SandStar is just a bunch of crap writing at this point - I can't even bear to reread my chapters anymore, because they're just that crappy. I wish I could just end it right now and get to writing one-shots because even if I screw them up, which is inevitable, at least it won't affect anything else. I keep thinking that maybe in a few years when I'm the same age as most fanfic writers, I'll be able to write as well as them, but it doesn't seem to be happening. I'm just a crap writer who writes extremely crappy cliche things, and this needs to stop. Definitely. Even if I've dreamed of being an author since the third grade.
I'm working on a Heechul / Jay Kim thing right now, based around the song "The Drink in My Hand" by The Classic Crime, because it's a beautiful song, and I've fallen in love with this pairing. It's the first pairing I've fallen in love with that isn't totally Suju, I think.
Anyway, yeah, I'm going to be gone from early tomorrow morning (the 14th) until I don't know when on the 23rd (Wednesday).
this is how it works around here,
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