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Sometimes i just need a break. Tonight was that break. Emilie, we really need to talk and make things good... cuz i know we can and i know we will, i just want to make sure you know that what i said earlier is not actually what i want to happen, it was just what i felt was necessary at the time. I was very shortsighted and irrational then, but i spoke the truth in many respects, hence the need for a talk.
Went to the show for 5 minutes, just like i said i would. Didnt want to be there, just like i said i would. Hung out with heather, just like i said i would. Had a much needed break from things. I do wish ic ould have seen her more this summer, but to say that i would rather that than what i did have this summer is untrue... i would rather have both.
So i guess this is me providing clarity.
I wish i hugged you back tonight. Inside i never wanted you to let go.
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Went to the show for 5 minutes, just like i said i would. Didnt want to be there, just like i said i would. Hung out with heather, just like i said i would. Had a much needed break from things. I do wish ic ould have seen her more this summer, but to say that i would rather that than what i did have this summer is untrue... i would rather have both.
So i guess this is me providing clarity.
I wish i hugged you back tonight. Inside i never wanted you to let go.
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