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Today i was feeling absolutely horrible, the way i do when im alone and cant think of who to call and have lots of shit on my mind. But then all of a sudden out of hte blue Kate shows up!! I knew she was coming home for a few days soon,b ut i didnt think she would be back till tomorrow! And suddenly she was at my house! So we ate awesome Kawartha Dairy ice cream then did a repeat of last Saturday, only without beer (cuz i had to drive and work tomorrow) and with a little bit of pot instead. It was so nice and relaxing and EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED. Again, i didnt even discuss my problems at all...even if i wanted to, i wouldnt. I suppose i see her so little that when we see each other it isnt about bitching and being there for each other, it is about enjoying each other's company. We can bitch and complain on the phone all we want when we are a thousand miles apart!
I had absolutely no contact with emilie at all today and that makes me quite sad. yesterday before the show...it was so...perfect...she was so open with me and saying such amazing things and reminding me of why she is my favorite. And then after the show i left without even saying goodbye. that makes me even more sad. Im glad kate came today...that really cheered me up.
I have to go back to work tomorrow. Its not all bad though...it means i get to hang out with Niki. Shes a cool cat.
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I had absolutely no contact with emilie at all today and that makes me quite sad. yesterday before the show...it was so...perfect...she was so open with me and saying such amazing things and reminding me of why she is my favorite. And then after the show i left without even saying goodbye. that makes me even more sad. Im glad kate came today...that really cheered me up.
I have to go back to work tomorrow. Its not all bad though...it means i get to hang out with Niki. Shes a cool cat.
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