Twilight

Jul 17, 2005 12:04

Last night was absolutely perfect. Just me, Hembrio, and Kate, a porch, rolling fields, a pond, guitars, and lots of beer. Kate's backyard is beautiful. Kate is beautiful. I miss her all the time.

Cant remember another night like that. Everythign was so chill, not a thing was expected, nothing went wrong at all; there was nothing to go wrong.

It just didnt come up. NOt a word. We did not talk about our problems at all. we didnt care to. We didnt want to. We just...talked. We talked happy talk all night. For 10 hours. Just talking. And playing guitar, and walking.

Kate showed me a song, it is by Elliot Smith. I absorbed the words and the music. I love this song. It means alot to me right now because it is about not getting what is right because deep down you know it is wrong.

Twilight - Elliot Smith

Haven't laughed this hard in a long time
I better stop now before I start crying
Go off to sleep in the sunshine
I don't want to see the day when it's dying

She's a sight to see, she's good to me
I'm already somebody's baby
She's a pretty thing and she knows everything
But I'm already somebody's baby

You don't deserve to be lonely
But those drugs you got won't make you feel better
Pretty soon you'll find it's the only
Little part of your life you're keeping together

I'm nice to you, I could make it through
That you're already somebody's baby
I could make you smile if you stayed a while
But how long will you stay with me baby

Because your candle burns too bright
Well, I almost forgot it was twilight
Even if I think that you are right
Well, I'm tired of being down, I got no fight

You're wonderful, when it's beautiful
But I'm already somebody's baby
And if I went with you I'd disappoint you too
Well, I'm already somebody's baby
Already somebody's baby

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