Since March 2010
I deffy changed a lot and it is a roller coaster for me. At same time, I am glad this happened because I became stronger and grow tough skin. After seeing few guys, I realized I prefer to keep myself at bay with B.O.B. I notice that I put value on lovemaking and I could not see it as an object with anyone really. So I rather to keep myself stable and sane so I will play with my B.O.B. I just could not open my legs anymore because I realize it is too much for me to be involved since i need to recover fully on my own. I will deffy keep myself busy with you guys and friends. I would like to have a guy friend as for company.. but not for sex strings or anything. I feel i voliate my own body and it is very nice one why should i let anyone soil it for me? Wow I am glad I truly feel this way about myself.
About my so called short time lover (lmao)- he is cool and fun but he could be a bit off. i saw him again yesterday to confirm my doubts about him and i deffy feel better i did that because i decided to move on. just keep it to yourself dont tell anyone. I see red flags now easily and i told myself not to overlook them anymore. :-) Like I said I became stronger person.
I am amazed how much i changed since March when I heard from a ghost from my past. I would never forget my beautiful ghost.
I fell in love with music all over again- lyrics and beats help me pass through hard stressful times....
i have wonderful friends too... i am so glad i did a lot for them in past and it is so nice to get that kind of support because I really need it.
About my so called short time lover (lmao)- he is cool and fun but he could be a bit off. i saw him again yesterday to confirm my doubts about him and i deffy feel better i did that because i decided to move on. just keep it to yourself dont tell anyone. I see red flags now easily and i told myself not to overlook them anymore. :-) Like I said I became stronger person.
I am amazed how much i changed since March when I heard from a ghost from my past. I would never forget my beautiful ghost.
I fell in love with music all over again- lyrics and beats help me pass through hard stressful times....
i have wonderful friends too... i am so glad i did a lot for them in past and it is so nice to get that kind of support because I really need it.