Jerry's latest message - 10th May 2003
i love this.. had tears in my eyes... thanks to hermani for the info..
credits to onlyf4.
source :- JerryYan's community (kathleen)
To all my dear friends,
Hi everyone, this is Xu. As the company is afraid that others might use
our names F4 in the wrong way, we are advised against leaving message on
the board. Hence, I always get naggings after each message that I posted.
That's why I can't write often. Please forgive me.
This time I left you guys for a pretty long time, reasons being besides
I hope to recharge and upgrade myself, I also wish to have a good thought
on how to go on from here, as I really don't wish to be rush into
producing anymore productions or performances that's sub-standard, because I
don't want to disappoint all of you. ( awwwww...)
I have mentioned not only once that, thank you each and every one of
you for showing your support to me, without it, I definately can't go on.
However, I am not good at words, I don't know how to express! Just want to tell
you guys that, No matter how tired, how hard life is, no matter how moody
or how down I am due to being misunderstand by others, every time just when
I'm about to break down, I'll look at the mails and messages, seeing that
you guys had trusted and supported me whole heartedly, I find the strength
to carry on. That's why I carry the messages from you all everywhere that
I go and read them whenever I find time.
Each time, they never fail to give me strength and touches me in a brand new way.
I know that I am not perfect, I have yet find the way to merge into the entertainment world, though
lots of seniors have shown me ways to remain afloat in this world, I just can't
do it. There are words that I can't spell out to you all, what's clear is
I don't wish to be a puppet, I can't stand hypocracy; right means right,
wrong means wrong. I don't come in late, I'm serious and respect my work, I
don't enjoy mindless entertaining, all I want is to try my best in everything
that I do. Sadly, it seems that all these are unimportant in this hypocratic
world, I really want an escape, BUT I don't want to admit failure. When
rumours hit me again and again cruelly, I still tried to face up to
them bravely.
When my mama started to have doubts of me, that's when I
collasped. I can now stand on my two feets again is because of all of you; the
sincerities displayed on your faces, non stopping encouragements, mails
& messages to lighten me, never to desert me and the trust in me. Thus,
for the sake of all of you, I have to carry on. I tell myself that I am
never to disappoint mama, never to let all of you down.
This time I have said too much, when initially only intended to say
thank you. Thank you everyone that has given me support and I am sorry to
make you guys worried for me over the last two months. I am really fine, I hope
that you guys will like my next production. I hope to present the best
movies to you all; who are the best. Honestly, in my heart, you guys are the
best, also the only reality in this make believed entertainment world. In
years to come, no matter where I'll be, I'll never regret being in this
entertainment world, because I have you all; a group of real good friends. I'll never
ever forget you all. Alright, shan't say any more, I'm afraid someone might
puke. Most importantly, beware of SARS and take good care of your health.
Tomorrow being Mother's Day, don't forget to celebrate with mama.
Lastly, hope that you all will show your support to Vic, Ken and
Vanness' new productions. Recently, there are lots of sayings about F4
dispersing, in actual fact F4 will always be F4, never will be separated. We may wish
to have our own production, but we do come together when the need arises.
Though we are busy in our own way, our friendships remain unchanged. We
will work hard, strike for the better, hopefully everyone can see the
improvements in us and continue to support and love us. Thank you
everyone.
Last but not least, here wishing everyone pink in health and may all
your dreams come true.
Ah Xu
credits to onlyf4.
source :- JerryYan's community (kathleen)
To all my dear friends,
Hi everyone, this is Xu. As the company is afraid that others might use
our names F4 in the wrong way, we are advised against leaving message on
the board. Hence, I always get naggings after each message that I posted.
That's why I can't write often. Please forgive me.
This time I left you guys for a pretty long time, reasons being besides
I hope to recharge and upgrade myself, I also wish to have a good thought
on how to go on from here, as I really don't wish to be rush into
producing anymore productions or performances that's sub-standard, because I
don't want to disappoint all of you. ( awwwww...)
I have mentioned not only once that, thank you each and every one of
you for showing your support to me, without it, I definately can't go on.
However, I am not good at words, I don't know how to express! Just want to tell
you guys that, No matter how tired, how hard life is, no matter how moody
or how down I am due to being misunderstand by others, every time just when
I'm about to break down, I'll look at the mails and messages, seeing that
you guys had trusted and supported me whole heartedly, I find the strength
to carry on. That's why I carry the messages from you all everywhere that
I go and read them whenever I find time.
Each time, they never fail to give me strength and touches me in a brand new way.
I know that I am not perfect, I have yet find the way to merge into the entertainment world, though
lots of seniors have shown me ways to remain afloat in this world, I just can't
do it. There are words that I can't spell out to you all, what's clear is
I don't wish to be a puppet, I can't stand hypocracy; right means right,
wrong means wrong. I don't come in late, I'm serious and respect my work, I
don't enjoy mindless entertaining, all I want is to try my best in everything
that I do. Sadly, it seems that all these are unimportant in this hypocratic
world, I really want an escape, BUT I don't want to admit failure. When
rumours hit me again and again cruelly, I still tried to face up to
them bravely.
When my mama started to have doubts of me, that's when I
collasped. I can now stand on my two feets again is because of all of you; the
sincerities displayed on your faces, non stopping encouragements, mails
& messages to lighten me, never to desert me and the trust in me. Thus,
for the sake of all of you, I have to carry on. I tell myself that I am
never to disappoint mama, never to let all of you down.
This time I have said too much, when initially only intended to say
thank you. Thank you everyone that has given me support and I am sorry to
make you guys worried for me over the last two months. I am really fine, I hope
that you guys will like my next production. I hope to present the best
movies to you all; who are the best. Honestly, in my heart, you guys are the
best, also the only reality in this make believed entertainment world. In
years to come, no matter where I'll be, I'll never regret being in this
entertainment world, because I have you all; a group of real good friends. I'll never
ever forget you all. Alright, shan't say any more, I'm afraid someone might
puke. Most importantly, beware of SARS and take good care of your health.
Tomorrow being Mother's Day, don't forget to celebrate with mama.
Lastly, hope that you all will show your support to Vic, Ken and
Vanness' new productions. Recently, there are lots of sayings about F4
dispersing, in actual fact F4 will always be F4, never will be separated. We may wish
to have our own production, but we do come together when the need arises.
Though we are busy in our own way, our friendships remain unchanged. We
will work hard, strike for the better, hopefully everyone can see the
improvements in us and continue to support and love us. Thank you
everyone.
Last but not least, here wishing everyone pink in health and may all
your dreams come true.
Ah Xu