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yea im a bitch I am so fustrated with everything!!!! for some reason i got pissed just this second. NO im not the blonde NO im not the pretty one NO im not the skinny one! I'm not perfect! Im just a full blooded mexican teen girl with dark hair and a chubby body what am I saposed to do! I've tried being that girl that everyone wants to love I'm trying te be myself but with all of this I can't get her out I cant find her I'm to busy trying to be what everyone wants me to be! Pick just pick! Yes I do wanna help yes I do wanna be everything but i'm just gunna break down in the process... I'm not okay living here I'm not okay with being this person... I'm not okay with this little ugly town... I'm not gunna stay here I dont belong here and I dont fit in... I dont know how to fix it and I can't I really wish I could. you know how you read thoughs poems about the little girl was just in her room crawled up in a ball crying because she's all alone thats EXACTLY how I am. shes so busy with everyone else she compleatly lost her self in the process.like I said no im not the blonde one... no im not the pretty one... no im not the skinny one...
and yes I am jeliouse because I know its not the same look...
What doesn't kill me will just make me stronger... or maybe just kill me slowly in the process? maybe not pysicly but emotionaly.
and yes I am jeliouse because I know its not the same look...
What doesn't kill me will just make me stronger... or maybe just kill me slowly in the process? maybe not pysicly but emotionaly.