Back in Jerz for the hurricane that never hit.
Well Ive been here since Sunday after taking the longest bus ride of my life back to the dirrrrty Jerz. What can i say, i wanted to be safe....Yeh whatever. I didnt want to stay in my dorm room when both of my roommates were leaving and besides my RA made it sound like if i stayed in Miami I was going to die. LOL so i came back.
Now Im here and its worse then i ever imagined. None of my girls are here. None of my boys are here. No one except my work crew is here. I saw Matt who gave me the hugest hug in the world which was nice and Chris who also gave me a big hug and Gustavo who bought my chocolates and a card that confesses his love for me apparently thanks to the translation by Carlos and Juilo who sqooze me so hard i thought i was going to die. And of course I saw my girls. Had to party it up with Jlo, Laura and Ginny the first night I got back in Laura and Ginnys apt. That was fun.
Jersey brings back everything that i wanted to forget about, and everything I thought i did forget about but apparently not. Because the minute i came home it was sitting on my front step, well not litterally...if you want to talk literally you can just say it was on my missed call list and my mothers recieved call list. Sigh...I dont know what to do about that but thats a whole nother story.
I cant wait to go back to school. I miss Sam! I miss Jeff! I Def miss Marcus and his texas accent! I miss my roomies...well not at night lol! I just miss everything about it. Im glad i choose Barry. I have the greatest friend there! haaha. and hopefully next weekend me and Sam are gonna go party at her house or something. And i made another Miami Lj friend who goes to my school, Krystel, and is wicked awesome. She says that she might be able to pick me up from the airport and save me tons of money!! holler! I love nice people. I def miss Florida bc this chilly weather every morning and night is too much for me! haha!
Something completely random but...Im wishing for a constant. Someone to come home and call/even better yet see/ after a long day of class. Someone to make me smile and laugh all the time or even just a thought of. I want someone that will send me special things on random days...nothign expensive just something sweet. I want to be able to say i have a sweetheart, a best friend, a lover. Someone i can wrestle and cuddle with. Someone to play football with. Someone to tell all my secrets to and who i know will never tell a soul. Someone I can listen to and someone who will listen to me. I want that special twinkle in my eye to sparkle for someone. I wish I could find this person and feel a little less lonely on the inside. *`_
Now Im here and its worse then i ever imagined. None of my girls are here. None of my boys are here. No one except my work crew is here. I saw Matt who gave me the hugest hug in the world which was nice and Chris who also gave me a big hug and Gustavo who bought my chocolates and a card that confesses his love for me apparently thanks to the translation by Carlos and Juilo who sqooze me so hard i thought i was going to die. And of course I saw my girls. Had to party it up with Jlo, Laura and Ginny the first night I got back in Laura and Ginnys apt. That was fun.
Jersey brings back everything that i wanted to forget about, and everything I thought i did forget about but apparently not. Because the minute i came home it was sitting on my front step, well not litterally...if you want to talk literally you can just say it was on my missed call list and my mothers recieved call list. Sigh...I dont know what to do about that but thats a whole nother story.
I cant wait to go back to school. I miss Sam! I miss Jeff! I Def miss Marcus and his texas accent! I miss my roomies...well not at night lol! I just miss everything about it. Im glad i choose Barry. I have the greatest friend there! haaha. and hopefully next weekend me and Sam are gonna go party at her house or something. And i made another Miami Lj friend who goes to my school, Krystel, and is wicked awesome. She says that she might be able to pick me up from the airport and save me tons of money!! holler! I love nice people. I def miss Florida bc this chilly weather every morning and night is too much for me! haha!
Something completely random but...Im wishing for a constant. Someone to come home and call/even better yet see/ after a long day of class. Someone to make me smile and laugh all the time or even just a thought of. I want someone that will send me special things on random days...nothign expensive just something sweet. I want to be able to say i have a sweetheart, a best friend, a lover. Someone i can wrestle and cuddle with. Someone to play football with. Someone to tell all my secrets to and who i know will never tell a soul. Someone I can listen to and someone who will listen to me. I want that special twinkle in my eye to sparkle for someone. I wish I could find this person and feel a little less lonely on the inside. *`_