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So like no one is coming to the art show.
And thats really not an exaggeration.....
Senior Dessert was tonight
Ms. Simpson gave me the "most grown up award" for making it through a rough year with the most grace, and delightful sense of humor. It made me Cry. Mrs. Burton sang its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. and i cried again.
I cried a lot today.
Talked to Ms. Simpson and Mr. Mac about how ive been feeling lately.
They think I need closure. So Tuesday I get "closure". I dont even know what Im going to say. But I guess I should come up with something.
Things really dont feel any better lately.
Im in a hole. and theres no backing out.
I felt everyone stop when ms. simpson read my award.
I know everyone knows. It made me feel even worse then I've already been lately.
I feel soo stupid for being sooo upset.
I feel alone.
I dont like it.
I literally feel like I dont have friends.
I miss John.
There I said it.
I miss my buddy. I miss being able to call him at like 3 in the morning and telling him whats on my mind. I miss it alot. I miss MyRock. I miss being happy.
Sleep is the only cure for me.....
And thats really not an exaggeration.....
Senior Dessert was tonight
Ms. Simpson gave me the "most grown up award" for making it through a rough year with the most grace, and delightful sense of humor. It made me Cry. Mrs. Burton sang its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. and i cried again.
I cried a lot today.
Talked to Ms. Simpson and Mr. Mac about how ive been feeling lately.
They think I need closure. So Tuesday I get "closure". I dont even know what Im going to say. But I guess I should come up with something.
Things really dont feel any better lately.
Im in a hole. and theres no backing out.
I felt everyone stop when ms. simpson read my award.
I know everyone knows. It made me feel even worse then I've already been lately.
I feel soo stupid for being sooo upset.
I feel alone.
I dont like it.
I literally feel like I dont have friends.
I miss John.
There I said it.
I miss my buddy. I miss being able to call him at like 3 in the morning and telling him whats on my mind. I miss it alot. I miss MyRock. I miss being happy.
Sleep is the only cure for me.....