nothing's quite the same now.
blonde can't be achieved with my hair. not even dirty blonde.
so they gave me ugly. that's the name of the hair dye.
to give you an idea, when i wear that big white necklace, i look like
her.
thanx, carmen carmen pregnant ass jennifer bitch.
(oh and i'm and i'm -$165 from it).
anyway, coming up with ways to pass the time is proving to be harder with each day.
usually i will take a shower and then go to borders to listen to every interesting looking cd and then to starbucks by myself. maybe i go to the mall, but that's only if i really feel like it. i usually end up leaving after 10 minutes, anyway.
FINALLY i am going to st. simon's island next weekend. that's what i need. the beach. i've also lost some weight, 6 pounds i think, and i've also got a little sun, so i'll only be a little fat and a little extremely pale.
well, i'm not really ok with my life right now. something is missing and i know it. everyday does NOT get easier, it's just as difficult as the last. there's an empty space. now, with my ugly hair, my job, and my missionless days, i feel completely pointless.
i think i just miss you.
so they gave me ugly. that's the name of the hair dye.
to give you an idea, when i wear that big white necklace, i look like
her.
thanx, carmen carmen pregnant ass jennifer bitch.
(oh and i'm and i'm -$165 from it).
anyway, coming up with ways to pass the time is proving to be harder with each day.
usually i will take a shower and then go to borders to listen to every interesting looking cd and then to starbucks by myself. maybe i go to the mall, but that's only if i really feel like it. i usually end up leaving after 10 minutes, anyway.
FINALLY i am going to st. simon's island next weekend. that's what i need. the beach. i've also lost some weight, 6 pounds i think, and i've also got a little sun, so i'll only be a little fat and a little extremely pale.
well, i'm not really ok with my life right now. something is missing and i know it. everyday does NOT get easier, it's just as difficult as the last. there's an empty space. now, with my ugly hair, my job, and my missionless days, i feel completely pointless.
i think i just miss you.