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oh god. dear you got reissued on vinyl (for the third time) and i finally bought it (i remember seeing it three years ago at park ave and scoffing because who the fuck cares about this record and i guess i should keep that in mind when i talk shit about something today) and i've been listening to it for hours and it's better than water after a hangover. i've been thinking a lot about things just things in general, like what we think about and what we really think about, the inside verses the outside...the truth is i'm taking too many theory classes and i'm on the very verge of an existential crisis or some kind of an illumination and if i could just keep going crazy or just keep drinking i'd get somewhere, but i always seem to stop myself right before the edge comes into sight. ho hum. i guess i'll keep waiting for graduation, the fest, joe to get into town, and all those other things that bide us time.