confused
I hate feeling like this. I don't know how to explain it but it sucks. I'm really confused. I'm so lonely I don't even know what to do about it anymore. These lyrics really explain how I feel
"I sit alone
In the dark theatre watchin' the people go by
hand in hand everybody but me
oh
I stay behind watchin' the credits roll by
roll roll roll right by me"
....and....
"I take a walk
the streets are busy tonight
and I am searching for you
waiting to brush your shoulder
But I'm alone
I watch the faces roll by
roll roll roll right by me"
the other parts of the song says that she won't cry because she knows somebody is waiting for her.......but that's not how I feel. I have no hope in anything anymore......wishes never come true for me. I don't feel like I'm important to anyone, I don't feel like I mean anything to anyone.....I just....I don't know. I'm lost. And scared. 11 days..........til my whole life changes and I'm not ready for it.