Nov 18, 2005 00:01
It's insane at how one minute i can be soo down and then the next I can tangibly feel the love of God. I just got through talking with Betsy.. wow she is such and encouragement.. I love her so much. If only I was where she was in her walk w/Christ. I see at how God is really calling me to die to self. I need prayer on this guys.. b/c i'm so far in and over my head with myself.
I know I'm confused at where to go with friends. I have so many people I want to get to know better. One in particular.. but it's like the opportunities aren't there- or either I just don't take them. And i can't please everyone. But if God is calling me to get to know this person/these ppl better.. I know He will.. in some way. Right now i just need to focus on God and me.. and everything else just fades away .
I need to go pray
<3 alicia