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Gaaah. I'm soo tired. Getting more exausted every single day. Think I'm heading towards a breakdown... Seriously, I cry every day after school.
Monday was actually good, though. Only good classes and an hour and a half break in the middle. I went to my grandma's then. It was nice. Had coffee and a sandwhich.. She made me eat a waffle with rasberries on it, too. I'm pretty sure I rode my bike to the city after school with Meriam. We looked at clothes.
I hate Tuedays! Hate! With a fiery passion! Terrible day. The worst part of all: gym. The class was okay, I actually scored in soccer.. But at the end, we got the grade sheet, where it says what you have to do to get MVG. I swear, it's impossible to get a MVG. You have to be like Superwoman to get it. Birgitta didn't go through it that day, but she did the next day.. More of that later. After school, I went to my grandma's. Oh, yeah, because during the school day, I lost my keys and had to go to her house to get her key to my apartment, then go to my apartment, get the extra locker key, and back to school. My keys weren't in my locker, the janitor had them since I had forgot them in the bathroom. Uggh! And I went to my grandma's to return the key. Stayed until 5 and then home to do homework and cry.
Yesterday was bad, too. We got off at 4:30 since we went up to this lake at 2. Long day. No need to go through it. Although I did tell Birgitta that I wanted to talk to her some time this week. So today she's gonna come and get me in the classroom. I want to ask her what gym-level I'm at now, what I can do to make it better.. Ask her that if you're not born athletic, you're destined to get a bad grade. I'm really bitter.
After school I did homework. Pretty much it. Watched Lost, too. Fell asleep at like 10.
God, I'm depressed.