SEVENTEEN - audio;;
[FILTERED FROM JOHN MCCLANE AND MATT FARRELL FOREVER AND EVER AND UNHACKABLE YOU WILL NEVER SEE THIS - OPEN TO ANYONE ELSE]
It's one of those things you have to think about a lot. What am I supposed to do with a dad so ridiculously uptight about boys? I mean, I could understand if I had a case of Stockholm Syndrome or something and wanted into the guy that kidnapped me's pants, but liking and wanting to date the guy that saved me? I don't know.
Maybe he's over-reacting. Maybe I am by being annoyed. I know he's only trying to protect me, but there's a difference between protecting me from the bad guys and keeping me from the people I like.
Either way, he didn't complain about Matt asking me out, so maybe he's getting better about it.
Then again, maybe he just didn't know.
I don't know.
It's such a stupid thing for me to get mad about. I need to grow up.
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Ripper's doing really well. He's easy to train, and he's being built up as my one-man army as I speak; he's doing drills! Right now!
Speaking of, I need to work out more. I've been lazy this past week or so. I really wish both my references would go through as of like five million weeks ago. I don't know what to do with myself sometimes, and I start thinking too much about stupid stuff that I shouldn't think about anymore.
I start wondering about things that happened and worrying about the future. I know what I need to do to be happy.
-ish I could stop talking.
Right, so. Iiii am gonna go now.
[ooc: Well technically I guess Matt could if he really wanted, since they're probably his codes? IDK. EITHER WAY. So, so affected.]
It's one of those things you have to think about a lot. What am I supposed to do with a dad so ridiculously uptight about boys? I mean, I could understand if I had a case of Stockholm Syndrome or something and wanted into the guy that kidnapped me's pants, but liking and wanting to date the guy that saved me? I don't know.
Maybe he's over-reacting. Maybe I am by being annoyed. I know he's only trying to protect me, but there's a difference between protecting me from the bad guys and keeping me from the people I like.
Either way, he didn't complain about Matt asking me out, so maybe he's getting better about it.
Then again, maybe he just didn't know.
I don't know.
It's such a stupid thing for me to get mad about. I need to grow up.
[END FILTER]
Ripper's doing really well. He's easy to train, and he's being built up as my one-man army as I speak; he's doing drills! Right now!
Speaking of, I need to work out more. I've been lazy this past week or so. I really wish both my references would go through as of like five million weeks ago. I don't know what to do with myself sometimes, and I start thinking too much about stupid stuff that I shouldn't think about anymore.
I start wondering about things that happened and worrying about the future. I know what I need to do to be happy.
-ish I could stop talking.
Right, so. Iiii am gonna go now.
[ooc: Well technically I guess Matt could if he really wanted, since they're probably his codes? IDK. EITHER WAY. So, so affected.]