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I often feel like I can't relate to any of my peers. First, it was just the co-workers around my age but now I feel alienated even around most of my friends. I don't understand how to seek and receive the proper support that I need in life; I keep feeling like I just need to toughen up and strengthen my metaphorical backbone.
Growing up is difficult and it's weird how different things take on new meaning. I feel more keen at measuring other's growth and maturity and find myself often disgusted at other twenty-somethings. It sucks because I want to be as clueless and carefree as they are, but I guess I'm fortunate to know better?
I know and I don't know. I guess over the next year things will improve and worsen and I assume that I'll know some things more, but there will always be more things that I don't know than I do know.
Growing up is difficult and it's weird how different things take on new meaning. I feel more keen at measuring other's growth and maturity and find myself often disgusted at other twenty-somethings. It sucks because I want to be as clueless and carefree as they are, but I guess I'm fortunate to know better?
I know and I don't know. I guess over the next year things will improve and worsen and I assume that I'll know some things more, but there will always be more things that I don't know than I do know.