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i nwws ro figure out why it is that i cannot sleep anymore, i have a feeling it has to due with being single for as long as i have. it sucks. once again i got about 2 hours of sleep and i have reached that phase that i am not tired and prolly wont sleep before work. which kinda sucks because i am going to feel like shit all day, then get home sleep way to long and not be able to go to bed tonight when i need to get up at 815am tomorrow so i can be to work ontime at 915.
to add to all of this stuff is getting kinda tense at work as well, there is a full time position (something i have been waiting to open up for about 3 months) finally availible at work and i might not be able to get it because of a few screw ups on my part from 4 months ago. i find that to be interesting but oh well. i am just tired of working the 32 plus hours a week i work and not getting the benifits that are supposed to go with it. i mean i like making the money i make, currently i would make 17K a year, which odly enough is enough for me to make rent and pay for my own college, but i also work my ass off everyday that i am there and have been working full time hours (with a few exceptions for trips home) for about 3 months now. the biggest reason i want this position is so that i wont lose my hours. that would be devistating to me. i like the hours i have and if we make a current rep I a full timer, i will take a hit in my hours. i dont want to see that happen. but all in all, if i dont get it there are 2 people that i would be ok with getting it instead of me, but they are all on vacation. so they prolly wont even apply. i dunno, i hope i get it that would be nice to be a full time employee with stock options and medical insurance, so i dont have to worry about not being fulltime at college.
other then those two things, all is pretty good. im going to see charley and the choclate factory on tuesday with haley and erica, and possibly jared. im looking forward to that because i really really really want to see that movie. plus it gives me a chance to hang out with a few coworkers that i dont really see outside of work. so that will be fun.
anyways i am going to try to go to sleep again. take it easy kids.
dusty
to add to all of this stuff is getting kinda tense at work as well, there is a full time position (something i have been waiting to open up for about 3 months) finally availible at work and i might not be able to get it because of a few screw ups on my part from 4 months ago. i find that to be interesting but oh well. i am just tired of working the 32 plus hours a week i work and not getting the benifits that are supposed to go with it. i mean i like making the money i make, currently i would make 17K a year, which odly enough is enough for me to make rent and pay for my own college, but i also work my ass off everyday that i am there and have been working full time hours (with a few exceptions for trips home) for about 3 months now. the biggest reason i want this position is so that i wont lose my hours. that would be devistating to me. i like the hours i have and if we make a current rep I a full timer, i will take a hit in my hours. i dont want to see that happen. but all in all, if i dont get it there are 2 people that i would be ok with getting it instead of me, but they are all on vacation. so they prolly wont even apply. i dunno, i hope i get it that would be nice to be a full time employee with stock options and medical insurance, so i dont have to worry about not being fulltime at college.
other then those two things, all is pretty good. im going to see charley and the choclate factory on tuesday with haley and erica, and possibly jared. im looking forward to that because i really really really want to see that movie. plus it gives me a chance to hang out with a few coworkers that i dont really see outside of work. so that will be fun.
anyways i am going to try to go to sleep again. take it easy kids.
dusty