time for a little advice
marty i know you read this and xanga wont let me comment because im not a xanga member....yea lame. anyways...
you have grown up alot kid, and you have nothing to be worried about. its easy to get fixated on whats going to happen in the future dont let that crap get ya down. you dont have to know exactly what you want to do when you go into college, thats what gen eds are for, give ya a taste of everything. i didnt know that i wanted to go into education untill last year, it was always something i wanted to do, but there are billions of things that i want to do. but also know that the next 4-5 years of your life are going to be awesome, college is great there is nothing that i dont like about it, yes the work is a bitch and sometime annoying as hell, but thats part of college and alot of times the people you meet in your class make even the shitiest ones worth going to (there are exceptions lol). but either way your going to meet some awesome people and make alot of new friends. its like a new begining, or in my case a new fire a new reason to get up in the morning. i have made some of the best friends i could ever ask for here (jason jessica shane swimmer alyssa the list could go on) and i have had my share of dating, none successful, but my share none the less. youll meet new and intresting people and youll find what your looking for. if nothing else college will let you know who you are, as a person.
highschool is ending and your going away from alot of the people you love, but on that first day of college when you move into the dorms, youll realize the same thing i did, its not that bad and alot of the kids your living with are awesome. either way man, its a new stage in life and a great one at that, youll have a good time i assure you, i mean for god sake your a clark, we were born for this sort of thing (and the irish always win haha). you have the personality and the street smarts to do anything you want to do man, not to mention your one of the few people that i put on a equal level to my intelligence (that says alot) youll do fine man, new people will come out of the wood work, and new friendships will be made, these are the friendships with poeple that you can trust, and eventually love in a very heterosexual way ;) ( i.e. william derek and jason). im proud of you man, youve done well, your on your way to great things, i can tell.
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all that being said i guess i should update you all.
things are really good, the semester is comming to an end, which i have been waiting for. me and william think we have a place all locked down for next year (we need to get that paper work man i dont want to lose it lol) and work is better then ever. so i really cant complain, hell i have even found time to play guitar once in a while. febuary was really a bad month, and the first week of march sucked something wicked. but i had one good day about a week ago and ive been golden ever since (largely due to some awesome friends: jason, william, and my sister jessica (haha)). and i sometimes wish that i could give some of this good feeling i have been having to those who need it, but i dont see enough of those people to let it rub off, its unfortunate but true.
oh man, 2 more weeks, then finals, then done....im looking forward to it, like something huge
people, there is not enough hanging out happening, call me, im me, get in touch somehow. let do things!!
later kids
Dutsy
you have grown up alot kid, and you have nothing to be worried about. its easy to get fixated on whats going to happen in the future dont let that crap get ya down. you dont have to know exactly what you want to do when you go into college, thats what gen eds are for, give ya a taste of everything. i didnt know that i wanted to go into education untill last year, it was always something i wanted to do, but there are billions of things that i want to do. but also know that the next 4-5 years of your life are going to be awesome, college is great there is nothing that i dont like about it, yes the work is a bitch and sometime annoying as hell, but thats part of college and alot of times the people you meet in your class make even the shitiest ones worth going to (there are exceptions lol). but either way your going to meet some awesome people and make alot of new friends. its like a new begining, or in my case a new fire a new reason to get up in the morning. i have made some of the best friends i could ever ask for here (jason jessica shane swimmer alyssa the list could go on) and i have had my share of dating, none successful, but my share none the less. youll meet new and intresting people and youll find what your looking for. if nothing else college will let you know who you are, as a person.
highschool is ending and your going away from alot of the people you love, but on that first day of college when you move into the dorms, youll realize the same thing i did, its not that bad and alot of the kids your living with are awesome. either way man, its a new stage in life and a great one at that, youll have a good time i assure you, i mean for god sake your a clark, we were born for this sort of thing (and the irish always win haha). you have the personality and the street smarts to do anything you want to do man, not to mention your one of the few people that i put on a equal level to my intelligence (that says alot) youll do fine man, new people will come out of the wood work, and new friendships will be made, these are the friendships with poeple that you can trust, and eventually love in a very heterosexual way ;) ( i.e. william derek and jason). im proud of you man, youve done well, your on your way to great things, i can tell.
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all that being said i guess i should update you all.
things are really good, the semester is comming to an end, which i have been waiting for. me and william think we have a place all locked down for next year (we need to get that paper work man i dont want to lose it lol) and work is better then ever. so i really cant complain, hell i have even found time to play guitar once in a while. febuary was really a bad month, and the first week of march sucked something wicked. but i had one good day about a week ago and ive been golden ever since (largely due to some awesome friends: jason, william, and my sister jessica (haha)). and i sometimes wish that i could give some of this good feeling i have been having to those who need it, but i dont see enough of those people to let it rub off, its unfortunate but true.
oh man, 2 more weeks, then finals, then done....im looking forward to it, like something huge
people, there is not enough hanging out happening, call me, im me, get in touch somehow. let do things!!
later kids
Dutsy