Jun 01, 2005 20:06
I don't know how I'm going to stand living here for awhile.. No friends here, no car, it's like I'm just stuck sitting here..
Doing absoultely nothing. I'm really struggling to not get depressed.. I've been exercising alot though. I guess thats a good thing.
I actually thought about alot of things.. And here is my plan now..
I'm going to go back to school in january (spring semester) instead of going back this august.. Reason why is because I won't be getting any financial aid money because I did so bad.. Soo Im going to stay here and save money to get a car first.. Prob get one in aug/sep then get a job save money tell jan and go back then.... I don't really care how many ppl tell me that if I take a semester off I will not go back.. Because I already know I will...
I really have no choice right now anyway.. It won't be too bad I guess. It would be alot easier if I had some ppl I could relate to and hang out w/ here.
Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.