please keep your hands down and stop raising your voice
I yern for something more tangible. I don't think I will ever get out of this alive. I miss so many things that it seems unreal to even wake up in the morning. I hate this feeling, I truly do...
Why can't this be easy? Why do I have to make such a mockery of life? I don't understand why I can't be happy with the pleasures that life gives me and just leave it at that.
"You will wait for me..."
And I keep repeating the same words over and over and it gradually becomes so boring and lifeless. I need to find some sort of comfort that is reliable and will be there for me when I need it, not just when it is safe to be called upon. A lot of people just don't seem to understand and it's frustrating. I want someone to talk to but people get bored and don't want to hear what is wrong. They want to discuss matters that only entertain them.
"It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime.So just say yes or no. Why can't you shoulder the blame? Cause both my shoulders are heavy from the weight of us both."
Lately I have become just so attached. I can't seem to let go of a lot of things and everytime that they seem to slightly slip away I just break down. Maybe I do need to see a shrink, but I honestly don't know what good it would do. I know I need someone to talk to but I hate how I feel that they are just listening to me because they are being paid to.
Why can't this be easy? Why do I have to make such a mockery of life? I don't understand why I can't be happy with the pleasures that life gives me and just leave it at that.
"You will wait for me..."
And I keep repeating the same words over and over and it gradually becomes so boring and lifeless. I need to find some sort of comfort that is reliable and will be there for me when I need it, not just when it is safe to be called upon. A lot of people just don't seem to understand and it's frustrating. I want someone to talk to but people get bored and don't want to hear what is wrong. They want to discuss matters that only entertain them.
"It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime.So just say yes or no. Why can't you shoulder the blame? Cause both my shoulders are heavy from the weight of us both."
Lately I have become just so attached. I can't seem to let go of a lot of things and everytime that they seem to slightly slip away I just break down. Maybe I do need to see a shrink, but I honestly don't know what good it would do. I know I need someone to talk to but I hate how I feel that they are just listening to me because they are being paid to.