i really dont like anyone very much right now.
fuckme its like i am trying to convince myself i want something that for the past 3 months i have told myself is the worst possible thing to have
sometimes
its just what the fuck
haha there is so much that has gone wrong
and i choose to ignore it.
like if i acknowledge it, it will make a bigger deal out of it than it already is
but how long can you ignore how sick you are getting?
im about to make a mistake
but ive been making them all summer
whats ten more?