never let life pass you by.
Last night Josiah took me home [from work]. & I cried. He left early this morning to go to Tennessee & I won't get to see him until sometime on Saturday [hopefully]. I've never cried over someone leaving for like 3 days. Pathetic I know, but I can't help it.
Why do I miss him this fucking much?
My Mum is being a fucking bitch. She can't be understanding about anything, yet she thinks I should be? Fucking sweet.
Jenni is taking me to get my permit this Saturday after I get off work, and I'm so happy because I'm turning 18 [2/18] soon & I'm in need of my license so I can get a car. Not a hot rod, but just something that gets me where I need to be without breaking down or exploding on me.
Oh, yes. After my Dad telling me that he's going to fix everything between my sisters & I...he hasn't called in 2 months. I should have known that it would have turned out like this. I knew it was too good to be true. I'm just going to have to face it that I'll never have a dad..just a father. Whatever. Some things will never change.
"Daddy, don't you understand the damage you have done? For you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives on."
Fuck you.
Why do I miss him this fucking much?
My Mum is being a fucking bitch. She can't be understanding about anything, yet she thinks I should be? Fucking sweet.
Jenni is taking me to get my permit this Saturday after I get off work, and I'm so happy because I'm turning 18 [2/18] soon & I'm in need of my license so I can get a car. Not a hot rod, but just something that gets me where I need to be without breaking down or exploding on me.
Oh, yes. After my Dad telling me that he's going to fix everything between my sisters & I...he hasn't called in 2 months. I should have known that it would have turned out like this. I knew it was too good to be true. I'm just going to have to face it that I'll never have a dad..just a father. Whatever. Some things will never change.
"Daddy, don't you understand the damage you have done? For you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives on."
Fuck you.