[Sequel] Love Love Me

Aug 21, 2009 03:08

Title: His Fool Sequel - Love Love Me
Pairing: Ohmiya
Rating: R for abusive themes
Genre: Not sure. Angst, maybe? I don't think so. x3
Disclaimer: Johnny's bitches members belong to him and his minions associates, not me.
Summary: Ohno's already self-destructive relationship takes a turn for the worst when Nino stops coming home at night.
Word count: 2802
Note: I know Nino is a sweet boy, but he's kind of an asshole in this fic~ I love them and all, so it's all in good fun :D
Previous part here.

Love Love Me

Nino kissed the blue bruise on Ohno's stomach, a product of his not answering fast enough to the question, "What did you do today?"

I love you.

He then kissed the browning bruise on Ohno's forehead, a product of Ohno accidentally leaving the stove on the fire too long. "Can't you do anything right?"

I'm sorry.

Ohno could feel hot tears on his arm as Nino left a trail of kisses on the various scars and bruises that littered his arm like an exotic tattoo.

Never again.

Ohno didn't even bother to respond to Nino in this state. The only time Nino really expressed his true emotions was when he was completely hammered, and Ohno knew anything he said would go in one of Nino's ears and out the other. He didn't know what time it was or how Nino had gotten home, but he guessed it was around 3am. He had awoken to Nino's soft, "Oh-chan?" as he lay down on the bed next to him

The sheets on the bed were pristine as Ohno had been lying on top of them instead of under, just in case Nino decided it was time for another random inspection of the apartment they were sharing. He sighed when he noticed that Nino wasn't wearing a shirt or the hat he had left home in. "Kazu, where are your clothes?"

Nino looked away and Ohno knew right away why Nino had come home in a drunken fit of guilt.

He sucked in a sharp, irritated breath as tears welled up in his eyes unexpectedly. He blinked the tears back furiously so Nino wouldn't see, more out of habit than fear of Nino actually noticing. Nino was beyond noticing his surroundings at this point. Ohno gently touched Nino's face as it moved to leave another kiss on some bruise or other on his neck. Nino looked up as if noticing for the first time that Ohno was in the room.

"It's okay, Nino." Ohno smiled brightly to reassure Nino of an emotion he didn't feel. "Do you want me to make you some tea so you can sleep the alchohol off easier?" Nino shook his head too hard, his hair flying in one of his bloodshot eyes. He cursed loudly but didn't move to take it out of his eye. He just sat there until Ohno reached over and gently brushed the hair out of his face. "I want Oh-chan. Can we sleep together tonight?"

Ohno looked warily at Nino and questioned, "Don't we sleep together every night?" Nino shook his head, gently this time, and said, "Not lately."

And Ohno understood.

- - -

Around the same time the beatings worsened, Nino started seeing people in front of Ohno's face. It couldn't be called 'behind his back' because Ohno knew about most of his escapades. He loved Nino too much to do anything about. Even if he wanted to do something about Nino's nightly visits to random girls in too short skirts all too eager to get into the pants of a celebrity, what could he say? "Nino, I don't like when you have sex with other people. Please stop." Ohno didn't like to think about what the consequence of such a bold request would be.

He's his own person, he can do what he wants. Who am to stop him?

He thought it kind of ironic that Sho, Jun and Aiba didn't notice the change in the Ohmiya relationship.

They seem to always be paying attention to every flaw in my relationship with Nino, but they completely missed the thing that's hurting the most.

Nino could hit him a thousand times and it wouldn't hurt as much as when he tumbled in the door at 4am, drunk and smelling of someone else. The only thing that really kept him going nowadays was Arashi and the time they spent together as a group practicing dancing and hosting their many variety shows. When Sho and Aiba hooked up a few months ago, an event that had been waiting ten years to happen, they started focusing on themselves more than Ohno and Nino. Ohno didn't know if he felt grateful or not about it.

Sakuraiba took to doing all the cutesy, high school lovey-dovey things Ohmiya stopped doing around the time Ohno moved in with Nino. Texting each other from across the room, making out in random dark corners just waiting to be caught, giggling to each other on the phone whenever the other one wasn't there, you know, the usual stuff.

The only person who seemed to worry constantly about Ohno anymore was Jun, who questioned about every new bruise and every absence from group activities. It was starting to get on Nino's nerves.

"Why doesn't he just mind his own business?" Nino would often complain to Ohno when they got home from filming. "I see you've added a new one to your collection, Ohno-kun." Nino mocked the way Jun had remarked on the giant bruise by his ear that the makeup artists on AnS had tried desperately to cover up.

"I'm so totally worried about you Ohno-kun, even though I'm a whiny self -centered asshole, look at my sparkles!" Nino said in a nasally voice, waving his hands around dramatically. Ohno giggled at Nino's Matsujun impersonation. "He just wants to help me, Nino." he said, smiling lazily at the irritated man lying down next to him.

"What he wants is a quick fuck." Nino grumbled, but he let the topic drop and lay his head against Ohno's chest. Ohno arched an eyebrow at that statement and continued his stroking of Nino's dark head.

Ohno rolled his eyes when he was sure Nino's head was buried in his chest far enough. He wasn't sure what Nino meant by that, but he knew how to get information from him.  He said in his best hug me voice, "Do you really think so?"

Nino let out a sharp bark of laughter that was slighty muffled by Ohno shirt, "I know so. He thinks if he butters you up enough you'll spread them for him." Ohno winced at Nino's blunt words. He's always so rude when he's irritated.

He didn't pause in his stroking of the back of Nino's head as he pretended to be confused, "Spread what?" he said in that same cutesy tone that he knew would make Nino want to hear more of. He couldn't see Nino's face but he knew he was rolling his eyes. "You're so innocent sometimes, Oh-chan. I wonder how it's possible that you weren't a virgin when I married you."

Ohno giggled and said, "We're not married, Kazu."

"Not yet, anyway."
"Is that a proposal, Ninomiya Kazunari?"
"If you want it to be, Ohno Satoshi."

Ohno often found it hard to believe that the man who could be so quick-witted, funny and sweet to him could shove him up against a wall so hard it left a scar for weeks if he said the wrong thing. He considered it another part of Nino that was outside of the bratty prankster everyone else saw him as. Not really a problem, just another thing he had to deal with to be with him.

I just have to roll with the punches.

Ohno giggled out loud at his own inward pun and Nino laughed along with him. He sat up and said, "I love you, you know that right?" He kissed Ohno's lips softly and all at once Ohno remembered why he 'married' this man in the first place.

When the broke the kiss Ohno switched positions with Nino, his head now on Nino's chest. He said softly, "I know. I love you too."

- - -

It was a week of another one of Sakuraiba's fits of make up break ups and everyone was on edge. Sho and Aiba avoided each other on VS Arashi unless it was absolutely necessary, and even then as soon as the camera panned away from them they would glare at each other then look in the other direction.

Ohno's phone conversations with Aiba usually went something this;

"He has commitment problems Ohno-kun. He says he wants to take a break from us!" Aiba would whine, obviously crying.
"Didn't he say that the last time, too?" he would say gently.
"Yeah, but he means it this time!" Aiba would insist.
"I'm sure if you try to talk to him he'll see reason." he would say, trying to finish to conversation before Nino would come home and catch him using the phone without permission.
"He hates me and I just want to die!!!" Aiba would wail and Ohno swears he can hear the triple exclamation marks at the end of the sentence.
 His phone conversations with Sho, which usually started right after his ones with Aiba, would go something like this;

"I wish our relationship could be as perfect as Ohmiya SK." Sho was saying, but he really meant I wish we could stay together as long as you.
"You of all people should know that Ohmiya is far from perfect." Ohno was really saying, I couldn't leave if I wanted to.
"At least he loves you! You two have been together for nearly two years now." Aiba is too flakey , I should date you instead.
"Isn't it Sakuraiba's five month anniversary soon?" Nino would kill both of us.
"It's only an anniversary if you stayed together the whole time. I'd need four hands to count the amount of times me and Aiba have broken up." I miss Aiba.
"Don't you think you're being a drama queen?" Nino's here, I have to go.
Sho would promptly hang up the phone.

At least, that's how Sho's phone conversations with him would go in Ohno's head.

Anyway, the rest of the members of Arashi had no idea what they were fighting about this time. All they knew is that it was costing them air time and drawing strange looks from the guests on VS Arashi.

Jun pulled both of them aside sharply during the five minute break Arashi usually got during filming and spoke harshly in the way he knew scared the crap out of people, "I don't know what your fight is over this time and I don't give a shit. Make up now or I'm telling the director to end filming. We can't work under these conditions."

Aiba burst into tears and Sho looked to the side, guilty. When the director said ten seconds till they would start filming again, Ohno saw Sho grab Aiba's hand and kiss his neck. He mouthed the words I'm sorry quickly to Aiba before letting go of his hand and smiling brightly at the camera again.

Ohno considered himself a lucky person and usually never got jealous. But when he saw Aiba's trademark baka grin that seemed to reach his ears whenever Sho would look at him and smile, he felt a stab of green envy. And he wasn't sure why.

- - -

When Ohno got home that day from being allowed to go on a rare fishing trips by himself (be back by 7, don't go too far from home, if you meet up with anybody I'll fuck you up; the usual unspoken rules between Nino and Ohno applied) he was tired and happy. He was ready to change from his fishing clothes into one of those aprons Nino thought he looked sexy in when he voices from his bedroom.

"Ohno is supposed to be home any minute, Rini-chan. You have to leave." he heard Nino saying, supposedly to Rini-chan. Then he heard a female voice he had never heard before whine in a high pitched voice, "Kazu-kun, we were just getting started! Why do you care so much about your room mate?"

He heard Nino sigh and say,"Because he's also my band mate, we don't want talk starting about me and you." This Rini-chan giggled and said, "I keep forgetting you're a celebrity and you have to worry about these things! Okay, promise you'll call me?" Ohno could practically see the grin on Nino face when he said, "Trust me, I'll call you."

"Okay, I love you!" Ohno didn't hear the reply to this as the sounds of voices were replaced with loud kissing sounds. Ohno felt like someone was sticking a red hot poker into his heart and twisting it.

Suddenly he heard the door to the bedroom turn and he scampered off into the bathroom to hide from the pair. He heard Nino show her out and them kissing one more time before Nino went back into the bedroom, supposedly to wait for Ohno to come home from fishing.

Later, as Ohno was cooking curry fish (as hopeless as he was in the kitchen, Nino always insisted on him doing the housewifely duties) and Nino was sorting through their mail Nino suddenly spoke up and broke the comfortable silence between them.

"I know you saw us today, Oh-chan. I saw your shoes by the door when Rini left."

Ohno said nothing and continued stirring the sauce for the curry, tears falling as fast as they were since he thought Nino wasn't looking. Nino got up from his position on the couch and stood behind Ohno, pulling his back flush against him. Ohno winced as pain from an old bruise flared up suddenly and he let go of the spoon he was cooking with.

He knew Nino could tell he was crying, but he felt too sad to be scared of him. Nino pulled him tighter and said, "You know I don't love her, right?"

Ohno only cried harder.

- - -

"I think this is it, Ohno-kun. We're done for good." Sho was telling Ohno in the apartment Nino and Ohno shared. Ohno felt a combination of pity for Sakuraiba and distress for having someone in the house without permission. Not that it was his fault, or anything, Sho happened to show up late at night, most likely drunk, when Nino was off somewhere, also most likely drunk.

"It hurts, you know? I love him." Sho was saying as he lay down on the sofa, therapist style. Ohno felt like Oprah.

"Give him time. He'll come back to you, he always does." Ohno said gently, wondering if anything he said could possibly rectify the situation. Sho rolled his eyes and continued as if Ohno hadn't said anything. "He says I'm the one with commitment problems, but he's the one leaving all the fucking time." Sho never cursed unless he was drunk off his mind or really upset. He was both right now, so Ohno expected some heavy language.

"He flirts with everyone like a fucking five dollar whore and has the nerve to get indignant when I confront him about it." Ohno has no idea what indignant meant, so he proceeded with caution. "You know Aiba likes to have fun, I don't think he'd really cheat on you, Sho-kun."

The atmosphere of the room suddenly changed when Sho smiled and got up off the couch. Making his way to Ohno's seat on the armchair he was sitting on he said, "You're so thoughtful, Ohno-kun. Why couldn't I have a guy like you instead of a slut for a boyfriend?"

Ohno sensed where this was going and got up quickly, "I'm sort of taken, Sho-kun." he said awkwardly, backing into a wall with Sho following after him. "I know that, Oh-chan." Sho said mockingly, "Nino gets to have fun and Aiba gets to have fun, why can't we?"

Ohno was roughly shoved up against the wall he had nearly backed completely into and he found himself trying to fight back moans with Sho's mouth on his neck. He didn't have time to ask the obviously out of characteristically drunk Sho about how he knew about Nino's nightly adventures before Sho's mouth was off his neck and on his lips. He heard Sho's words echoing in his mind, Nino gets to have fun, before he let his inhibitions go.

- - -

When Ohno woke up the next morning all was seemingly calm. The birds were chirping, the sun was shining and Nino was fast asleep next to him. The only problem was that he was covered in love bites from a man that was not his boyfriend and if Nino saw them he would probably beat him senseless and throw him out.

He decided to go back to sleep and deal with the problem when it arose.

When he woke back up probably only two hours later, Nino was gone and in his place on the bed was a note.

Oh-chan,

I have to go to the store and pick up a few things. Don't miss me too much :)

Nino

P.S. Sho stopped by looking for you while you were sleeping. Why?

- - -

Previous part here.

A/N: Sorry it took so long. ^^ If I do end up continuing this it will only be about Nino's recovery and the relationships doing a smooth 180, so I doubt all of you want to read that. You only want TEH DRAMAZ. :D


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