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all of a sudden, i feel like crying.
it's happened once today, it can happen again.
i'll end up walking out of my class, sitting outside on the floor and crying my eyes out until i realize...
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realize......
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i don't know.
realize that i have to get back to class.
realize that no one is going to wonder where i have gone for so long.
realize that no one is going to stop and ask me if i'm okay.
and realize that i'm alone in this situation..........
why do you have to be so condescending?
is that even the right word? probably not.
why do you have to be so......so.......
i don't even know what you are being.
but its not making me happy.
i got so pissed off. i got so mad.
and then after thinking it all over, i just get sad.
well, i don't need that.
i don't need you to be that way...
i hate you for being that way.
but i don't...and it just makes me sad.
it's happened once today, it can happen again.
i'll end up walking out of my class, sitting outside on the floor and crying my eyes out until i realize...
..........
.......
.....
...
realize......
....
i don't know.
realize that i have to get back to class.
realize that no one is going to wonder where i have gone for so long.
realize that no one is going to stop and ask me if i'm okay.
and realize that i'm alone in this situation..........
why do you have to be so condescending?
is that even the right word? probably not.
why do you have to be so......so.......
i don't even know what you are being.
but its not making me happy.
i got so pissed off. i got so mad.
and then after thinking it all over, i just get sad.
well, i don't need that.
i don't need you to be that way...
i hate you for being that way.
but i don't...and it just makes me sad.