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I hate being left behind. I hate not understanding things. I hate being oblivous to the fact that your best friend isn't really your best friend anymore.
I'm trying not to get upset because I'm hoping this will blow over. She says I've changed. This is so hard for me to deal with. I don't have any close friends anymore. The two true friends I've had for years are both drifting away. I don't have anyone to really talk to anymore who understands me like she did.
She says that we're too different. Is that even supposed to matter? Oh god. Oh god. It hurts too much. She says we're still "sisters", but I just don't know.
I lied in my last entry. Life in general isn't "pretty good". Some things were just going right, I guess. My grandma is back in the hospital. I think, maybe, I need some help.
(I'll miss you, Sissy.)
I'm trying not to get upset because I'm hoping this will blow over. She says I've changed. This is so hard for me to deal with. I don't have any close friends anymore. The two true friends I've had for years are both drifting away. I don't have anyone to really talk to anymore who understands me like she did.
She says that we're too different. Is that even supposed to matter? Oh god. Oh god. It hurts too much. She says we're still "sisters", but I just don't know.
I lied in my last entry. Life in general isn't "pretty good". Some things were just going right, I guess. My grandma is back in the hospital. I think, maybe, I need some help.
(I'll miss you, Sissy.)