Oct 21, 2006 18:09
Been a few months...
I've slipped into depression.
It's time for a change...everything needs to change-living situation, job, school, scenery, everything...
I wish I had a tattoo artist here in Fl that I loved, and I wish I had money for more ink...I'm starting to feel bland...
I wish I could sing...no, I just wish I had someone to make music with, who likes my voice as it is...
I wish I could travel and pursue photography...
I wish I weighed 113 lbs again, and I wish I was 6 ft tall with perfect skin, all I've ever dreamed of doing was modeling...
I wish my family cared about me enough to know that I'm in need of help, in different ways...
I wish I believed in something, anything, myself...
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