rant about the past.

Jul 21, 2007 20:11

i am back on livejournal
with more force than ever.
hahaha.

and the majority of you,
have noooo idea who the people i talk about are.
and it pretty well makes me giggle.
its crazy how life can pass by,
and then you realize you know NOTHING about people you once knew.
everything changes so much.

i miss how things were back in grades 8-10.
ill be honest, those were the best days.
everything was pure, and fun.
nothing else mattered, except for being happy and with friends.
i dont know though...
ive stayed pretty true to who i have always been.
im not one to go back on my words about hanging with people.
if i didnt like you then, i more than likely still dont like you.

although i have fallen out with alot alot of people,
everyone who was once a part of my life,
still has a special place in my heart.
i never forget, and ill always be there for you.
i just understand that time goes on and things change.
you cant hold onto the past forever.

.. and thus resulting in no one knowing me.
the more i think about it...
no one i went to school with truly knows me anymore.
the closest is probably Skinny.
i wish that people werent so weird around me.
sometimes i feel like they blame me for not coming around much.
the thing is.. i dont like change.
i dont like it at all.. so i stay away becuase i like to remember things as how they were.
im sorry.
i miss you all alot though.
and i hope one day things will be better.

past change

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