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Well, Yesterday i came home, talked to Jon, gave all my money to Jamie, took a shower, then left. We went to Chris' house...poor kids car got "bricked" yes, BRICKED...so he was pissed. So we chilled there. Then me and Jamie went to McDonalds. Then on the way back we realized we were behind Rich. So we freaked him out and followed him, and talked. Then we went to cruise nights. Cold as fuck. Talked to Richard. Hes cool. And that was it.
Then last night i was on the phone at midnight aaaaaaaas usual. But, i dont really stay up till then. I go to bed at like 9 30 and then wake up when jon calls me when he gets off work and we talk for only like a half hour if that. Well of course my step dad heard me on the phone so hes like get off the phone and go to bed...well of course just my luck! i forgot to set my alarm so i woke up AT 7...i have to be at school at 7...so i got fucking grounded. And now he thinks its because i was on the phone, clearly thats not why! i would have woke up if someone would have woke me up. And what pissed me off the most is that my mom was up alllll morning and didnt even bother to wake me up. Whatever. I should be used to being grounded i mean thats all they fucking do because they dont have any better of a way to disipline...oh and then my step dads like you were out TUESDAY and THURSDAY...omg are you kidding...first off...i didnt leave till like 5 on either of those days. Second of all, wtf, i cant go out? I would have poeple over but you guys are fucking gay and i cant like shut the door so fuck that...if my house wasnt such a drag i'd stay home more often. And besides when i stay home no one talks to me anyway, so im just waisting life away. wtf.
OH...and i got my progress report! All A's and B's EXCEPT for a D in this class (web design) and of course my step dad doesnt say anything about the as and bs...but hes like wtf and you brought home a fucking D...dude shut the fuck up...thats a big improvement from last year so stop fucking pushing me...maybe if theyd get off my back and stop being so goddamn pushy and annoying i'd do better. besides it isnt even a D anymore...wtf
Omg i hate parents. I dont think i can even wait till next year to move out...i'm getting the fuck out right when i graduate! i dont care if i have to be homeless!!
i miss jon.
This is an email i got from him today...
i think i figured out why i get so mad when u talk about all those dikheads, or
when things like wat happened with derek the other day. I get so pissed when
somebody is being a fuckin asshole to you, and i get even more pissed when i
dont do anything cause i feel like i let u down or something. I feel like u dont feel safe around me or something. it's just that i care about u to much to be lettin those fucks be that way to you
awwww...this was in regaurds to what i told him that tony said...got i hope no one that knows tony or will tell tony reads this!
I wish i wasnt groudned now cuz Jamie just offered to take me to go see Jon..wtf
Then last night i was on the phone at midnight aaaaaaaas usual. But, i dont really stay up till then. I go to bed at like 9 30 and then wake up when jon calls me when he gets off work and we talk for only like a half hour if that. Well of course my step dad heard me on the phone so hes like get off the phone and go to bed...well of course just my luck! i forgot to set my alarm so i woke up AT 7...i have to be at school at 7...so i got fucking grounded. And now he thinks its because i was on the phone, clearly thats not why! i would have woke up if someone would have woke me up. And what pissed me off the most is that my mom was up alllll morning and didnt even bother to wake me up. Whatever. I should be used to being grounded i mean thats all they fucking do because they dont have any better of a way to disipline...oh and then my step dads like you were out TUESDAY and THURSDAY...omg are you kidding...first off...i didnt leave till like 5 on either of those days. Second of all, wtf, i cant go out? I would have poeple over but you guys are fucking gay and i cant like shut the door so fuck that...if my house wasnt such a drag i'd stay home more often. And besides when i stay home no one talks to me anyway, so im just waisting life away. wtf.
OH...and i got my progress report! All A's and B's EXCEPT for a D in this class (web design) and of course my step dad doesnt say anything about the as and bs...but hes like wtf and you brought home a fucking D...dude shut the fuck up...thats a big improvement from last year so stop fucking pushing me...maybe if theyd get off my back and stop being so goddamn pushy and annoying i'd do better. besides it isnt even a D anymore...wtf
Omg i hate parents. I dont think i can even wait till next year to move out...i'm getting the fuck out right when i graduate! i dont care if i have to be homeless!!
i miss jon.
This is an email i got from him today...
i think i figured out why i get so mad when u talk about all those dikheads, or
when things like wat happened with derek the other day. I get so pissed when
somebody is being a fuckin asshole to you, and i get even more pissed when i
dont do anything cause i feel like i let u down or something. I feel like u dont feel safe around me or something. it's just that i care about u to much to be lettin those fucks be that way to you
awwww...this was in regaurds to what i told him that tony said...got i hope no one that knows tony or will tell tony reads this!
I wish i wasnt groudned now cuz Jamie just offered to take me to go see Jon..wtf