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I never write in here b/c I never really have anything interesting to talk about...basically every things normal except I am becoming exceptionally busy with volleyball..its such a bigger commitment than last year..We have 3 qualifiers to got to: Indy, Kansas City Missouri, and Austin Texas. I am excited about Texas b/c i think we are making a mini vacation out of it, which should be fun. The only problem is that i have to miss a lot of school 4th quarter because of all these tourney's and i don't know how hard that will be to make up..oh well we will see..

Its really sad.. a guy from my work named Jared died new years day because of a crack/heroine overdose and he was only 25. He was about the only person i really liked at work and i had a lot of fun joking around with him so it is really weird now. I mean I just saw him last Sunday and now he is gone, its hard to believe that i will never see him again and that he would actually do the shit that killed him... and he told me that he had cleaned up and wouldn't do it again... :(

i need to take some time and hang out with the people that mean the most to me and i am sorry that i kind of pushed you aside the past few weeks..it was not purposefully done, it just happened and it took me a while to realize it..

well better go to bed after that hard ass workout tonight at practice... conditioning sucks just to let ya'll know!