Yet another one...
Another audition, another night of anxiety, and probably another let down. But I'm going to do all that I possibly can to prevent another let down. I can beat out my competition. I know it. But I'm still in fear that it'll end up the same as always. I'm hoping I could at least win a callback, and maybe even a callback-callback. God that would be amazing. I'd feel somewhat accomplished. But for the moment, I don't. I don't know what to do anymore. This may be my last chance and it may have just flown away from me. I hate this as much as I crave it. Why'd I pick this career?
In other news, I've discovered that Kaite Mikula is like my other half. We are on the same level together. I definately love this girl. Today we were talking about how weird history will be when we're older, and how we feel about dying, and just everything else when I realized how awesome she is. She was amazing last year in Physics and has always been there for me during shows. She's so much fun. We can talk about anything Harry Potter, Broadway, and basically everything else. She rocks my socks. I'm just sorta sad that I never realized how much of an amazing friend she is to me. Good thing I'm not realizing this last day of senior year or something. I'd be devestated to find that out. I guess I've always known she was amazing, but never really thought about it. She is one of the first people I think about when I think about my theater friens, along with Ann, Steph, and Kate. But yeah, Katie rocks my world. We better have Chem together next year or we're switching classes!!
I'll report later with the news of Guys and Dolls. I just hope for once I can prove myself wrong.
<3
Julie =^.^=
In other news, I've discovered that Kaite Mikula is like my other half. We are on the same level together. I definately love this girl. Today we were talking about how weird history will be when we're older, and how we feel about dying, and just everything else when I realized how awesome she is. She was amazing last year in Physics and has always been there for me during shows. She's so much fun. We can talk about anything Harry Potter, Broadway, and basically everything else. She rocks my socks. I'm just sorta sad that I never realized how much of an amazing friend she is to me. Good thing I'm not realizing this last day of senior year or something. I'd be devestated to find that out. I guess I've always known she was amazing, but never really thought about it. She is one of the first people I think about when I think about my theater friens, along with Ann, Steph, and Kate. But yeah, Katie rocks my world. We better have Chem together next year or we're switching classes!!
I'll report later with the news of Guys and Dolls. I just hope for once I can prove myself wrong.
<3
Julie =^.^=