Jun 19, 2005 01:05
Ahh.. New Orleans, how I miss thee.
Mmm.. Coldstone, how I hate thee.
Wishing I wasn't here, but not sure that I want to be there, not really stuck in between but feeling like I should be somewhere else.
Contemplation has brought about no good end and in fact, not really any good line of thought either. I don't want to continue like this, and I don't want to lose you either. Dammit. If only there were another tree. But then I would feel guilty. I have to do this for myself, not because of someone else. Unfortunately I know I can't do it when you're here, and that just leaves me procrastinating again and I'm not really sure what to do with that. Maybe I will do it when you're here, just when you're about to leave though, cause then it'll be better. I'll be lonely still, but it will be better??