the morning after....
though by technical definition it really is the afternoon, but i'm still tired....
last night was the infamous RCB for which i've spent the last yr plus hearing about and looking forward to......twas fun.....
brian and i got lots of pictures together, got lots of pictures with other friends, told kris and mindy i'd miss them and wanted to see them a lot even tho they're both graduating, gave nick lots of hugs b/c he's brian's big, played a game with a blanket that got me really upset.....confusing when slightly intoxicated, got kissed on the cheek by a few people, learned new things.......
now i'm just sitting in his room while he's at a ritual, just kinda thinking about how it's all over, and i know there's next year...but next year is so very far away, and then brian will be a senior, which will upset me a lot i'm sure......
and vanguard hasn't said anything and it's already the effing end of march and i can't help but be slightly anxious
DC is not an option, i can't do that........it's so very far away
and now it's only 1:10 and i have at least until 3, maybe later, damn
last night was the infamous RCB for which i've spent the last yr plus hearing about and looking forward to......twas fun.....
brian and i got lots of pictures together, got lots of pictures with other friends, told kris and mindy i'd miss them and wanted to see them a lot even tho they're both graduating, gave nick lots of hugs b/c he's brian's big, played a game with a blanket that got me really upset.....confusing when slightly intoxicated, got kissed on the cheek by a few people, learned new things.......
now i'm just sitting in his room while he's at a ritual, just kinda thinking about how it's all over, and i know there's next year...but next year is so very far away, and then brian will be a senior, which will upset me a lot i'm sure......
and vanguard hasn't said anything and it's already the effing end of march and i can't help but be slightly anxious
DC is not an option, i can't do that........it's so very far away
and now it's only 1:10 and i have at least until 3, maybe later, damn